Saturday, December 03, 2011
well
was studying but apparently i drifted off
waiting for time to come where yh and tay will reply me on wat time to meet
y dun call?
coz i suppose they're busy
wanted to concentrate on studying too
so juz sent a msg and wait for reply
some little time passed since i last blog (as usual)
many happened and i didn't know how should i write it down
many thots running everyday but all still unsolved
realised recently how immature i actually am
and to think tat i've been saying tat some ppl around me are childish
after thinking...
who am i to comment on them
stress
handling work and studies really isn't tat easy afterall
esp when mods taken tis sem are heavy ones
been trying to study hard and diligently but i only barely scrap thru juz one mod
how bout the other 3?
thinking of quitting my job
but...
i have my other thots of y i didn't quit
iz funny how ppl can feel stress when i dun realise it until my biological body tells me tat i'm stress
with huge huge pimples popping out and the mthly routine not being a routine anymore
tat's when i know i'm stress
tat happened when i was studying for exams during may
and after i stopped and think,
ya
i am stress
not only stress but tired
i haven really enjoyed much these days
not as much as i've enjoyed previously
i go to work from mon to sat
and on sun, i'll visit min to study at her side
even on my leave days i'll visit her too.
feeling kinda pai sae like keep troubling her
haiz
now tat she grad, i duno where to go le
hope i'll hav some self control and diligently study at home ba
thou i know i'll hav time like tis where i'll drift off.
ok
i got my reply
time to get ready for kaylen's bday
think i'm going to be late
haiz
hope can leave early so got time come back study abit ba.
else i'll be having a hard time tml
hai~
bye...
