Sunday, August 28, 2011
i actually went to check my results again for the duno how many times
haha
tis time i rem to print it out
=P
went to remove my moles
instead, i got 3 damn big black dots on my face now
(like ten times the size of the original la! or was it 100X?!)
iz SUPER UGLY!!!
been complaining bout it since the moment i see it
ultimate regret
haiz
now i duno how to go work tml
duno how to face ppl
duno how to go out on tue too
iz tat bad
i even feel so pai sae until i keep my head down when i walk
sian sian sian~~
help me pray k?
tat it will all dry up and be gone in 4 days!!!
which is by rite wed
the person say de
shortest 4 days longest 1 wk
so....
pray ok
PRAY
and pray for the shortest timing
not the long one
haha
i dun think i can take it any longer lo
haiz
duno how to face ppl liao
=((((
if u try asking me out tis wk or next and i rejected u coz i say i'm too ugly
u know y now
lol
sch's starting soon
like next wk?
even more sian
few mths of hols ended juz like tat
it felt like juz wks only
haha
oh man
i'm suppose to enjoy the last 1 wk of hols
but i'm feeling too pai sae to go out!!!
haiz
but gd thing is tat it made me appreciate how i look ba
haha
but but
it doesn't mean tat i hav to settle with wat i am now
there's always room for improvements isnt it?
hehe
well
i got my plans
after tis mole removal issue
i still needa put braces
after tat....
then prolly i'll stop
haha
eh
i'm considering on double eyelid surgery thou
but tat one need serious serious seeeerious consideration
haha!
we shall see
and...
iz time to save $$$!!!
resolution for the yr:
(eh.. not too late to make resolution rite? thou tis yr only left few mths. lol)
do braces
work hard
save $$
be nice
make friends
smile~~
and
make plans on my single life
(else, get me a bf. but dun anyhow intro me anyone u can find in ur friend list hor. pls get me the kind i wan. which.... is much much harder. haha! so, let me go wit my original plan. it will be a wiser choice. lol)
~it isn't tat bad after all~
