Tuesday, May 04, 2010
exam starting tml le
so worried
first time going into the exam hall feel so unprepared
praying hard tat i'll even scrap pass it (is there is thing?)
tis whole 1+ mth of study juz doesn't feel enough
prolly i aren't tat hardworking enough
prolly i'm juz dumb
unable to grasp the concept
now to say tat i regret not starting way way earlier to study
ya i really am
but yet i know tat if time can turn back
i'll end up doing the same thing
tat's how lousy i am
haha!
beginning to think whether my choice in tis path is rite
so worried
wat will happen if i've choosen sci from the start
thou in a way it isn't tat late to think bout it
the switch of path back
but...
prolly in the first place i shouldn't even let the thot cross me
i've chosen tis and hav to strive for it
take it tat i'm stubborn
watever it is
ya
i should juz erase those thots
shalln't make any regrets
iz really irritating
those accting terms etc
ok.
not only acct terms
econs, acct, b&f
they all sux
unable to understand the concepts
trying to grasp it since like duno when
but the seem to always slip away
pray hard
damn damn hard tat i'll pass
no confidence at all
wonder wat'll happen when i step into exam hall tml
wat's more
i'm by myself when i reach there
facing the whole sg of ppl tat's taking tis paper
it'll sure be very stress
how i wish iz juz the norm size of a classrm
but no
tis time the classrm expanded
many many many times
sg expo
haiz
i dun wana study~~
(it brightens with with juz a comment)