heard rumours bout her again
wonder y izit she's gone and yet can cause us all these things
heard bad comment from her too
wonder who she's referring to
and it seems much tat many are thinking she's referring to us
or a very high possibility me
well.
part of me trust tat she wouldn't be tat bad until
even as she leave
she'll still wana talk bad bout us
thinking..
prolly she's talking bout others
but..
if iz really me she's talking about
dan i really wonder y
izit coz of my change in dressing?
or izit some of my actions tat made ppl misunderstood me
or prolly iz both
i really wonder
i dun really think tat i've changed much (dressing and actions) after she's gone
but dan again
ppl do change
and i do wana make a change too
and i dun see much wrong in my own dressing these days
i know
dept ppl have been saying tat i dress quite sexily to work (=.=)
but i dun really see much a prob ba
i mean
at most iz juz shorts and skirts and prolly heels
wat's wrong with them?
u see many gals wearing them down orchard rd too isn't it?
the shorts and skirts might be super short
the heels might be slightly taller
but really ar
ppl out there do wear like tis too
so ya lo
wat's wrong
juz tat i last time doesn't wear doesn't mean tat i can't start wearing them now rite?
so yeah
to actually think positively
if i really am the one being said
at least i'm able to carry out tat kinda...
style?
haha!
not bad too rite?
=P
i seriously dun really know wat's exactly going on
so...
i might get the wrong idea on certain things ba
juz....
hope tat i put my trust correctly ba
^^
even if one day really really find out it really is me
dan i think i'll do it even more
haha!
to show it tat
i won't change coz of ppl's one or 2 comments (not even 3 or 4. lol)
tat's the kinda style i wana try
so tat will be it
but i really do hope tat if i really am the one being said
kindly put my name there ba
or better still
add me back on facebk or msn
and shoot it to me straight
think i'll be happier tis way ba
not fun guessing
putting ppl in loads of confusion
but dan to think too
if juz coz of those comments and ppl point it at me
dan..
prolly they themselves oso think the same way
tat's y will lead to me
guess i'll hav to think thru bout my conduct le
haha!
STILL
i'm not going to change
lalala~
soon ppl will get use to it de ba
they're juz prolly not use to the change
=)
but..
hmmm
i still think tat she can't be tat bad a person to say those things
seriously think tt i didn't really do much to offend her tat much to cause so much hate ar
so ya lo
i know she's not a bad person to begin with
so ya
can't be de
^^
wonder how she's coping there actually
last heard from pause she's going for orientation
but tat's quite some time le
haiz
suan le ba
i'm sure things will fade soon
i believe tat since i've already moved on
she will too
yupz
=DD

on a much lighter note.
the 1/4 manpower is gone for 2 wks
HOHOHO!!!
thou iz a short 2 wks
but at least better dan none
and replacing him is someone sooooo much better
looks, character and even the manpower strength
hehe
b4 he came
heard looooads of things bout him
heard them praise him until ...... (u fill urself)
yupz
but when he come
hai hao ba
prolly coz portray until too nice le so
slight diff causes disappointment ba
still
much better dan tat 1/4 person
^^

felt tat i'm quite a blessed gal
am being granted with wat i wanted today
shall start repaying back by studying damn hard le
shall begin with it tml
yupz
or prolly sun
charge myself to the fully and start chionging le
pray hard i'm able to pass the exams with loads and loads of flying colors
promise i'll shut off all dramas and prolly even msn
juz concentrate on studies
ok la.
maybe dun shut off totally
say 1 or 2 hr show per day when having meal?
should be ok rite?
yupz
jia you ba!!
gambatte!!!
=DDD



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