feel so useless.
haiz
think my workplace ppl muz be thinking
how come they hired a gal who's so weak de
hai~
oso duno y.
i haven seen a doc for like yrsss le ok~
hmmmm
fine.
other dan the recent one in taiwan
but tat can't count!
iz coz i can't adapt to the place there.
yeah~
so cannot count.
ya lo
tis time if it wasn't for the mc
think i won't go too ba.
lol
oso duno y will vomit.
sianz
bet u the doc muz be thinking i go there bluff mc one
coz like check no prob lehz
haha!
of coz la!
i've already rested at home and popped a panadol in le lehz
can even run le lo
so of coz can't find anything wrong la.
lol
actually maybe i shouldn't hav gone home early
should hav juz rested there few hrs dan maybe i'll be well again
dan can go help them le
oso duno they today will do until wat time lo
hai~
feel so bad for leaving now
pray hard they'll end early today
yupz

was eating lunch today wit me parents and uncle.
and realised
wat they said was true
and yet i didn't realise it
they're like saying.
if can,
try to spend more time with ur family ba
see ar.
say an avg human lifespend now is bout 75yrs la
my parents dou 50 le
iz like there's only bout 25 more yrs to spend tgt with them
dan i'm like 20 now le.
say bout 10 more yrs i'm getting married liao (tat's if i do)
dan will hav my own family and all
which means the time spend wit them is even lesser le.
so...
u see ar.
iz like not much time left le.
tat's y muz cherish.
dun always wait and wait.
saying that there's still a tml
but...
y not make the tml today.
rite?
^^
so yeah.
rem to cherish it ar

so pai sae
i'm like going quite emo today
since i'm quite emo le.
juz let me be ok?
u can stop reading from here ba
if iz too boring or u can't take it
^^

to think of it
iz been almost a yr le ba
time like pass quite fast ar
it felt like juz not long ago nia
still can't forget ba.
hmmm
shalln't continue le
won't be too nice if i continue
=)


(things juz happen so fast. so lets pray ^^)