things are surely not looking any better
hai~
now worst la..
can't eat can't drink
thx to those stupid cells
blehxx
surgery might be needed
super worried
i know everyone is worried la
but there's nothing much we can do..
having those stupid cells in her is already so terrible le
now lehz..
still got tis got tat
y is heaven so cruel..
like tat torture an old woman..
how i wish all these were on me..
T-T
tis morning got tis doc come get blood from her
super lousy!!
tried 3 time and only the 3rd time was successful
worst thing is iz PAIN la..
can see the pain look from her
wah~
was kinda crying when i see tat la
but..
think oso can't blame the doc ba..
muz be quite pressurize when there's 2 person looking at him
(tat's me and couzie)
somemore she wasn't in a very 'gd to get blood' position
can see tat couzie is quite unsatisfied wit tat doc lo
haha!
when he go off she's like
"wah! finally finish getting the blood le!"
so loudly lo
dumbo oso know iz for the doc to hear one
lol
pity the doc la
juz now come hospi on car..
aunt keep talking bout it
zzzz
tat's the last thing i wana hear le la..
brought tears
hai~
afternoon go home oso..
papa oso keep saying
haiz

went for band prac yesterday
practiced first half of the concert
still got parts which i'm unsure
hav to borrow home flute man..
prac prac on those unfamiliar parts
dan nearing end of prac played merry widow
hai~
totally duno how to play
the notes LOOKED ok lehz
juz tat iz too fast
i wan tat piece quick!!
like tat i can prac
hehe~
saw from orange's blog tat alot ppl played b4 in sec sch
tat's so nice
i haven even see the piece b4 la~
sianz
no wonder they know how to play
anyway the newer batches..
got alot of music lovers
haha!
so no surprise tat they know how to play ba..
=P

guess tat i'm having a fever yesterday
(tat's wat sarah say and tat's wat i felt? =P)
but..
didn't really care much bout it la~
even if got fever
i think iz only slight one
coz iz healing by itself!
haha!
or at least i think it is la..
when reach hospi yesterday
was SUPER tired la~
finish doing my rj jiu go sleep le
whole body aching
didn't hav a nice sleep
(when on top of tat my sleep here wasn't really tat great la..)
morning wake up oso no better
thot of buying panadol
but..
too lazy and tired to walk down
still remember yesterday jorin was like commenting
bout how come she see me like always look so awake one..
seldom see me tired
haha!
find tis comment cute
hehe
coz at the very moment when she's commenting
my eyes can't even open properly
i'm juz trying very hard to open it
lol

finally get to sleep on my deary bed today
so nice to sleep on it
haha!
miss them loads
esp those bears and dogs tat took up 1/3 of my bed
=P
didn't get to sleep long la..
bout 3 hrs nia
dan here i am...
back to hospi

oh!
on the mention of hospi
me wan comment on tis nurse
me quite like her
she nice la~
got the nice look
and is nice too
hehe..
not nice as in pretty
but..
u know..
nice look la~
haha!
(pardon me for my lack of vocab to describe)
she'll even smile at me la!!
omg..
i like her~~
oh dear..
guess alot ppl will think i'm turning les
but hey
there aren't any guy nurse for me to see rite
those docs here
all old old one
u can't expect me to see them ba~
those there are quite a number of gd looking matured docs
haha!
saw one doc tat papa say looks like my bro
lol
but tat doc got a more boyish look la

btw..
my previous post got the simposonised me..
haha!
here's the link:
http://simpsonizeme.com/


~i'm alienated (wat to do?)~