been feeling kinda frustrated since yesterday..
dun really know the reason
wanted to blog last night but scared the house connection will fail me
so...
waited until now dan blog
haha!

didn't went to hospi last night
y?
coz i'm having a flu + cough + headache
but what really stopped me from staying in the hospi is my cough ba..
coz the day b4 me got runny nose
dan the auntie directly opp my granny's bed complain lo
say i keep sneezing..
better dun let me stay here
the patients there immune system low
later kana infected
but tat night i still stayed la..
until last night
i keep coughing
dan aunt and uncle say
i better not stay
later i keep coughing the auntie say me again
so make me went a wasted trip there
but wat's so funny is tat
i've been coughing for DAYS
and NO ONE noticed it until i complained yesterday morning tat i had a headache
can u see how "CARING" they are towards me?
zzzzz
wat makes me even more unhappy is tat
here i am coughing and sneezing my way
and NO ONE showed a single concern for me
ALL of them is ONLY concern whether i'm fit enough to come hospi to take care of her
YES..
i know tat my illness compared to hers is nothing
but can't they juz ask abit?
dan yesterday when i ask papa whether i can still go hospi not..
know wat's his reply?
"y can't go?"
me: "coz i'm sick?"
papa: "u where sick"
me: "i'm coughing and having a runny nose"
papa: "dan u think u can go not lo"
me: "can"
duh~
of coz can la..
oso not as if i'm dying
but tat's not the point
point is..
can anyone of u see?
i'm having a headache, cough, flu
and ALLLL tis are NOT considered sick
dan wat's the med tat he'd given me in the afternoon
water ar~
zzzz
i know i'm being abit childish to actually complain bout tis kinda thing la..
but everytime when i'm sick
it only makes me realise tat no one really noticed me
or rather cared bout me..
as in..
u see ar..
everytime my bro juz cough ABIT
they'll make a big fuse out of it and bring him to the doc
dan me lehz..
only given some chi med prescribe by my own papa
how big a diff is the treatment ar~
haiz...
think i'll end tis ranting ba..
i'm basically juz ranting la
ignore me ba
being childish only

my mag arrived
duno wat came to me
(probably under the influence of my couzie)
bought 2 mag form the internet
ehhh
one call "color"
another called "play"
haha!
both are with fei lun hai~
hohoho!!
on mention on tat
i juz check on the internet yesterday
zhong ji yi ban (aka the X-family) is showing le!!
super happy la..
waiting for it to finish
like tat can find ppl take
dan i can watch at one go
duno got how many ep..
hmmmm

so afraid to cough out loud now
later tat auntie complain again
SILENT KILLER
zzzzzz

had some photos waiting to be posted
but scared the connection here fail me
shall upload tml
hehe~

tried to put something to ease my nose block
but the help doesn't seem to be great
zzzzz


~i'm alienated (nose blockage is terrible)~