back from the very first band prac of the hols
one word
TIRED (yao~suan~bei~tong ar~~~)
haha!
been playing the whole day
whole body aching le
tml having prac at trcc
first time go there
duno how does it look like
hmmmm
*qi dai qi dai*
anyway..
was last to leave for band today
iz been sooo long le
haha!
everytime we always first few to go back one
on way to mrt
heard a big big grp in front (quite a dist away) very noisy
and guess wat
they're our rpws ppl
*faint*
dan they stopped at the nearby mrt there
coz duno who de sis fell down
poor thing
hope tat she's fine
we stood there for a while
dan went off le
felt quite bad going off like tat
seems like very wu qing..
but..
if we stay there
wat can we do?
be a gd audience and see wat's going to happen?
no rite?
so ya lo..
decided to go off
after soooo long
iz finally a train trip back to home
haha!

didn't visit weiyi today
shall go visit her another day ba
hope tat she'll get well soon

when reach home today
saw granny sitting on the wheelchair waiting for toilet
dan the maid was in there bathing
a very short moment later
my uncle was like shouting at the maid to call her bathe faster
dan after tat every few sec shout once
bad words like "chee bye" came out
scolding the maid for being so slow
making granny wait
haiz..
at tat moment me felt sooooo sorry for the maid la..
iz like..
i know she's trying to hurry liao
but oso need time rite
uncle oso dun need like tat shout at her one ma.
ya i know
he's kan jiong coz granny waiting
and her bladder can't wait
but still
it doesn't mean tat he can like tat shout la..
i mean..
if iz u in the toilet
and u are rushing
but still ppl out there are shouting at u
won't u feel hurt?
i will...
and wat's worst (to me) is tat i can't do ANYTHING
iz like..
i can understand how terrible it is to be rushed when u JUZ went in
dan i oso know tat my dear granny's bladder can't hold on long
neither can i stop my uncle from shouting at the maid coz..
he my UNCLE if u notice..
and yet i can't think of any other solution
felt so helpless
and after the maid came out..
she cried la..
felt so ke lian for her man..
if iz me..
i'm sure i'll cry too
haiz
and i can't do anything
can't even console her
all i can do is juz tell her not to cry and explain to her (with hope tat she'll understand) tat my uncle is juz kan jiong
i wanted so much to go there and giv her a pat
but dear granny is there ranting about how not auto is the maid
and how she's unwilling to do her job
but from wat i see
she IS doing her job le~
nice and well
probably coz old ppl ba..
tis i can understand
but still..
iz unfair for the maid la..
hope tat she'll feel better after crying and sleeping
*sayang*

noticed tat my face is getting from worst to worser..
omg...
more and more pimples is coming out la!!!
covering my face
i'm so so so NOT going to touch my face anymore
pls stop me if u see my hands come in contact wit my face,
in attempt to "sayang" the pimples
ok???
and i mean it..
STOP ME!!


~i'm alienated (kbox...)~