another day back from band prac
guess tis 2 wks will be busy wit it ba~
finally stepped into the concert hall
quite a nice place
haha!
looks like.....
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a concert hall lo
=.=
*bish*
@_@

anyway..
got a chance to listen to the band sound from the back
like not very gd ar
hai~
muz gambatte!!
make use of the remaining time to prac prac prac
yeah~

had a change of sit
wonder if iz permanant
sitting beside zi qi
nice gal
^-^
quite concious bout the tuning
and probably coz sitting beside her
made me oso became concious bout the intonation
and surprisingly
able to be quite in tune wit her most of the time
happy~
and i guess tis is one of the rare time i really appreciate being in tune ba..
i mean..
i sounds so nice..
sounded as one
not like normally
very scared can heard my probably out of tune (as in sharp or flat) notes
so conclusion....
i'll be very very concious of the tuning de
thou i normally oso got listen to it la..
but..
duno lehz..
diff jiu dui le..
bu hui explain
haha!

own performance today seem terrible
maybe coz still not to the state where i'm really familiar wit the pieces ba
(tat's soooo not gd!)
pieces tat i normal prac can play de
today abit can't play
like press wrong key or watever one..
duno izit coz the lighting nt very gd
muz be thinking i giving excuse ba..
maybe lo..
i oso duno..
may or may not la..
coz the lighting REALLY isn't gd
dark dark de..
hard to see the notes
somemore..
they (the scores) seem so far from me..
when i think the dist is ok lehz..
or maybe coz change location
shui tu bu fu
wahahahaha!
ok..
i think i'm really giving excuses
or at least they do seem to me like it
hao ba..
prac prac prac~~~
shall fully truly totally conquer them
muahahahaha!!
=.= (fishy sot le)

tml granny going see doc
was considering whether to go wit her de
(in the end decided to not go.. coz of band.. see i'm so gd =P)
like tat i can tell the doc bout her conditions
bi jing....
i'm the one who is taking care of her at night ar
(and the prob always comes at night.. zzz)
heard from aunt juz now she hav been vomitting out watever she ate
hai~
doesn't sound well at all
shall ask doc tml
better write down wat to ask for mama
^-^
hmmmmm
she seems to be sleeping well now
much much better dan last night
and trust me..
last night is sooo much worst
i dare say she nv even sleep the whole night la..
(keep vomitting and coughing)
which oso causes my sooo lack of sleep too
haiz..
so now..
haha!
hope tat she whole night oso sleep soooo well ba~
=D

anyone know of any great way to giv my hand a treat?
iz been working so hard
xin ju ni men le!!
gambatte another 2 wks jiu hao le
u'll surely feel the worth one..
so jia you~!
peeps out there..
add oil too k?


~i'm alienated (should i??)~