written yesterday:

tried blogging yesterday
whole essay typed out le
but dan..
forget to post
lazy to post
haha!

read miny's blog
seems like i'm missing out something..
am i tat not observant enough to see?
probably i'm not tat great enough for things to be told to me ba..

there's seriously something wrong wit me nowadays
i dun feel stress
quite ok wit the job i'm having not..
no conflict
no problem
but..
how come i got the feeling of fear
the fear to do something
trying to avoid
having thots of ending it
or maybe going for a break
but for wat reason?
i say le..
i'm not stress
not tis not tat
but i'm actually having tis thot
how come?
should i go ahead with wat i'm thinking?
felt kinda irresponsible if i do so..
haiz..

finish watching hana kimi le
FINALLY
quite nice the show..
(sounds so outdated to say tis now)
haha!
the ending..
wa kinda better dan wat i expected ba..
since i heard loads of comment on the way it ended
like trying to mean tat there'll be a part 2
but to me i think iz ok lehz..
quite a nice way of ending ar ^-^
like it loads
the thot of being secretly in love wit someone..
trying to maintain tis kinda relationship
so cool
and tis kinda secretly loving someone de feeling..
quite nice too ba..
haha!
tis made me think..
so who am i in love wit now..
juz realise
none
zzzzzzz
ok..
decided..
wu zun shall be my new eye candy FOR NOW ba..
haha!
tay and company
u all can't say my eye candy bu shi ren le hor~
now iz a PROPER one le ok..
thou onion head will still be my number one eye candy =P

listening to some new songs i got
dun hav nice ones lehz
was still thinking of finding a song in them for my ringtone
probably those later songs will got ba..

sch tml...
hav to try wake up super early le
to fight wit tat idiot for my wall sit
hmph!!
kns..
tat space by rite should be mine ok~
take my place
blehxxx
decided..
shall leave house at 7 tml
should reach sch by 7.45
dun believe u reach sch so early
hhhhhmmmmppphhh!!!


~fishy(mental madness mode)~