was waiting or my video to load
stupid thing..
actually hav some stupid maintainence at tis point of time..
my video~~ T-T

was raining almost the whole day
thot of going out wit sam and min de
but decided to giv it a miss
due to the rain
and of coz
the calling of the crabs in my house fridge =P

while waiting..
suddenly felt very emo ba..
haha!
random thots
was thinking bout my this yr so far
bout 4 mths passed
busy 4mths of mine
and to think of it..
i've been in dotty for almost 4mth le
rite?
within tis 4mth
alot changed ba..
the ppl and all
(dotty hav been up even longer dan tat 4mth, i bet the change is quite common to them ba)
ppl come, ppl go
4mth isn't very long
but somehow tis 4mth
loads of things happen
iz quite hard to imagine all these changes juz happened within 4mth
felt quite scary thou
ppl can hav such changes juz within 4mth
i'm not meaning 1 person but the surrounding ppl of mine
4mth..
imagine 4mths in the future..
will there be anymore change?
will i still be there to see the change?
or would i be gone by then..
remember tay say b4
i'm the most harmful de
coz i'm always there quiet quiet..
forever listening but nv provide any input
which is quite true ar..
but wat input should i giv?
i dun really hav much things to gossip bout myself
no eye candy (in tay's context)
no everything
where do i find an input for u..
lol
saying my life is boring..
quite true ba
should i juz continue listening to them
or should i be a participant of them?
wat would u wan me to be?
a listener or a participant?
probably listener suits me best ba..
coz i know i can nv participate in it de
to put it simple..
iz not me ba..
dun hav the ability to anyway..
but being a participant seemed more fun
i duno
see ba~

duno if u ppl understand wat i'm writing not
coz i actually switched topic here and there
within tat paragraph
haha!
as i say..
random thots ba..
dun bother to understand if u don't
and..
wat u think u understand might not be wat i'm implying
haha!
so..
iz best to not try to understand wat i'm talking ba
random~
^-^

stupid crunchy roll
bluff me say 15min
waited for haf hr le still not ok
haiz..
btw..
nowadays alot ppl sick
due to the weather changes
muz take care ar~
if sick..
see doc ba
DUN drag
no gd de
bless you~!


~fishy~