2nd day of sch..
surprise ma?
i didn't post up any blog after my 1st day of sch..
for a hardcore blogger like me..
how can tis happen!!
reason?
coz i'm simply too tired to even stay up another min to blog..
went to sleep straight after i done my rj
zzzzz
probably coz yesterday killed too many brain cells le ba
dan body can't work due to the massacre
haha!

oh man..
first day of sch sux..
lab management
hai~
talking bout passion and all
feel so retarded (i seems to be using tis often ar)
dun hav any passion la..
or probably got?
psychology ba..
but didn't say bout it in klz..
crapped bout saying my current passion is in events
feel so dumb when i say tat
coz as much as i'm interested in it..
i will not call it my passion ba..
as for the klz..
it doesn't seem as bad as i thot?
quite a few are nice ppl
(at least those in my group are?)
but as usual
alot of ppl keeping things from u
or at least tat's wat it seems to me?
_____ seriously seems smart..
wonder how __ know so much..
duno izit all fake one
if they are not..
dan how did one know bout so many things?
some effort muz hav been made to do so ba~
tat's y..
not matter how fake __ is..
probably i'll still pei fu tis person ba..
(fill in the blanks urself)

2nd day of sch (today)
sianz..
my grp had nice ppl too
only 3 ppl today
and same thing..
all seemingly fake ba..
as in..
i ask wat to do..
they all duno duno one..
in the end lehz..
had to rush finish the work
dun really like it ba..
dan faci seemed ok too..
but like got the look of slight strictness like tat
haiz..
after tat went for band prac
SUPER dun wan go
if not coz it looked like iz raining and tat mon got performance
i dun think i'll go le ba..
dun think the section needs me anyway..
iz like..
as yusri said
we dun need so many flutist..
so wat's the point of being there?
the motivation to go for band prac is seriously not there already..
somehow lost it somewhere
as much as i like playing flute..
some factors juz made me feel like abandoning it..
haiz
probably after the SLA fiesta i'll leave ar..
or....
maybe after the concert? (which is still a long time away?)
wanted to perform for the concert..
but lack the motivation to go for band..
no motivation for me to continue
hai~~~
can someone tell me wat to do?
i know some ppl will say
"go la go la.. last yr already"
but do they understand wat i'm feeling?

tml no sch
ultimate happiness
haha!
thou still going back sch reformat com la..
but dan iz still not sch
means lesser of my cells will die
yupz~
happy happy..
and iz my very first time in my whole 2 yrs in RP
tat i nv study on wed!! (with exception in hols and public hols)
muahahahaha!!

there seems to be a wall
hard to get by..
when will this wall disappear?
in the near future?
never?
or is it juz something which i thot iz there
but it nv existed?
probably time will tell..


~fishy~