feeling all the evil forces coming towards me
wat wrong hav i done to deserve all these?
i faithfully did my work and all
y are the evil forces still coming to me?
do i look like i'm so in need of those evil forces?
feel so damn stress up wit these forces around me..
in need of some spell to chase them away
save me from them pls

dragged myself to band prac today
losing motivation le
how come?
i duno..
juz dun feel the need to go
esp when the section is full of ppl
overflow le
so y need me?
esp when those new blood are gd players..
so tell me..
where comes the need of me in the section?
so wan go off..
thot of not going band le..
but me wana play in concert!!
hai~
dan lehz..
since fluty dun wan me..
go percussion lo..
since they need ppl..
accessories dun think VERY hard to learn ba (or it is? nvm.. i got alot of time to learn)
but dan..
i wana play flute!!
rubbish me..
probably coz of all the evil forces ar~

guess wat i ate for today
hehe~
half a packet of rice
1 packet of calbee hot & spicy potato chips
haha!
yupz..
whole day only ate tis..
now now now..
u know how come i'm going thinner..
serious ar..
if nv say i grew thinner..
i would go notice wat i ate and thus..
wouldn't even realise i ate so little la~
oh man..
irregular timing for my meals..
resulting to lesser meals eaten
haha!
anyone wan get thinner?
follow me for 1 wk..
i think u can ar
haha!
eat wat i eat, do wat i do..
u'll surely go thinner without u realising one
coz the routine seemed so normal to u..
tat u dun even realise tat u are skipping meals..

meeting serene at 2 tml..
meaning i'll get to sleep
hohoho!!
been sleeping late nowadays..
no gd..
me go sleep le ba..
buaiz!!


"Fate is something which could hav been avoided but still insist on walking it."
~fishy~