juz now went to watch tv.. irritating la.. watch halfway my maid was like asking me the clothes (my cousin gave me BAGS of their unwanted clothes) i wan not. me super dun like lo.. i hate ppl disturbing me when i watch tv le.. not only tv la.. watching shows on my computer oso.. damn irritating one lo.. u concentrating on the show.. dan ppl keep talking to u or wat.. zzzz

the show i watch.. call ben3 cao3 yao4 wang2.. nicey show!! ^-^ iz bout a physician wanting to rewrite the book call ben3 cao3 gang1 mu4 coz he found too many errors on it.. but dan today watch de all 5 ep iz bout shizhen's (the physician) relationship wit his wife, murong, whom he initially married her out of repaying her kindness and another gal,dong qing, whom shizhen love. whole 5 ep lo.. so draggy.. zzzZZzz

got one scene.. the dong qing went blind.. dan murong and shizhen went to find her.. when they found her.. she was bout to faint.. dan the murong saw how anxious shizhen was over dong qing.. she abit sad.. kinda like those scene triangle love dan one met wit accident dan the other one zhen qing liu lou tat kind one ar.. but dan.. hmm me thinking.. how they know iz shen qing liu lou lehz.. can't be becoz the person is juz anxious bout the person dan willing to do anything for the person de ma? so as 2 keep the person alive.. can't be tat person going die le dan still dun agree to her one rite,somemore see ppl wana die or met wit accident.. who oso will anxious de ma.. not anxious de person.. think tat one dan is heartless de ba.. get me not ar??? haha!

make me kinda wonder.. what is love?? how do u know tat u are in love and not other thing?? for love, iz like.. something which we each feels.. but.. iz u who feels it.. how do u knw wat u feels is the same for the other person.. and how do u know what u felt is love? it came so naturally tat, u will naturally know tat iz love.. but how exactly do u know it IS love?? haha! anyone getting me here?? anyone able to giv me an ans to tis?? =P


~fishy (tis fish brain got too much to think of le.. haha!)~