few days nv blog le.. got miss me ma~ think is since my sch reopen ba~ yupz.. hols finish le.. start of my 9 weeks of hell liaoz.. (hmm.. better go check in the middle got wat public hols or watever hols not.. at least get some pathetic free days out of my 5 day wk) my class lehz.. as noisy as ever.. haha! totally love tis klz manz.. except for some ppl.. heee.. (i didn't say tat other class i dun like ar.. juz saying tat i like tis klz..) hmm.. 1 week of hell finally passed.. duno how did i survived de but, juz congrats me of still being alive la~ hehe..

yesterday band, the SAF conductor come ar.. forget his name le.. captain wat one.. he so funny la.. and cute too.. not as in the looks kinda cute la, more of character wise? although iz like only 1 day.. ohhh... dan our band.. haha! got another christopher (name izit like tat spell ar.. hiya dun care la~) his actual name is: sardine (dun think is like tat spell ba.. haha! sardine :x) he is like.. christ no. 2 la.. hohoho~! not bad not bad.. christ got hou dai le.. :x the sardine very kelian.. to be christ decendent is never a good thing.. pity him manz.. ya.. dan oh ya! our section.. got a guy flutist lehz.. haha! the one and only.. initially got one de (as in tis year yr1 de la), but dan he abandon us.. sobzz.. heard tat he quit le ar.. haha! nvm.. now got another one.. another not shuai one.. hai~ y flute section can't produce at least like 1 shuai de.. hiyo~ flute male genes no gd no gd.. flute de female genes VERY GOOD!! haha! tat guy.. me ar.. when go home.. wana like say bye to him.. but i duno his name.. dan was like "oi!! oi!! the guy tat play flute! oi!" but he nv hear me la.. or maybe he choose to ignore me.. (sobzz how can like tat.. ppl me so gd~) now i know how it feels to not know someone name and hav to like call tat person la.. oso duno wat to call manz.. pity me ba.. hmmm.. think i'll better make it a point to ask for ppl name when i got to know them, although the chances of me remembering them is like.. slim? haha!

nowadays in poly.. me like got a feeling i won't be able to find those damn gd de friends la.. i know to find tis kinda friend needs alot of time.. but dan.. do i hav them? see ar.. each sem changing class.. meaning u every half yr will see diff.. which oso mean u will only like know those peeps for half a yr? dan somemore now is like.. yr 2 le.. alot of ppl already got their more close de friends from 1st yr.. dan me lehz.. duno y.. dun hav.. seems like my yr 1 class didn't make friends tat's like close enough to click well? somemore those ppl i can click de.. diff course.. which make it worst la.. topic different.. nothing much to talk bout.. even worst de jiu shi every since yr 2.. my life during sch days are like stay back study or go home study/sleep.. social life is like totally zero.. wkend lehz.. i'm a more homely person ba (cancer ma~ wat u expect) so rather stay at home.. even go out.. most of the time jiu shi go out wit sec sch friends.. oh my.. tat's so unsociable of me.. T-T i think i'm like huimin la.. i "choose" my friends one.. as in.. when see that person or xiang chu with someone for a while.. will know whether can click or not de lo.. if think can't click dan forget it.. if think can click, dan will like maybe try talking more to those peeps? ya.. so in the end.. my 1st sem de classmates.. hmmmm.. not very close lehz.. duno y.. maybe bond not enough ba.. dan sem 2 classmates.. bond stronger dan 1st sem de. but dan lehz.. duno lehz.. maybe coz diff course ba.. like nothing to talk to them like tat.. can't find topic.. or maybe i'm juz plain antisocial la.. T-T (i dun wana be one!!) dan now come to yr 2 le.. those ppl got their own friends made in sem 1 le.. friends which.. i have no place to like even put a foot in? feel so neglected.. now i think i feel most close in poly de jiu shi my band mates le ba.. as in friend made in band.. but.. they too got their own friends.. and same thing.. i'm unable to be part of them.. sometimes so xian mu those ppl.. can find their gd gd close friend le.. me lehz.. hai~ juz hope that someone will be like.. care for me more? (as in friend la) i'm basically a person who one must start talking to me dan will i talk de la.. if not call me find something to talk bout wit strangers.. topic very fast run out de la.. haiz.. friends.. hard to find~ (ya.. for me only la.. i know u muz be laughing at me le.. hai~) muz kelian tis fish here abit ok..

nowdays think i getting more and more dumb la.. in sch when doing work.. i'm like "wat to find?" , "huh???" , "why like tat (but the qns is like.. probably quite easy and understoodable by other ppl?)" and "i duno how do~!" OMG la.. see.. i'm dumb~! think those ppl grouping with me muz be kana irritated by me alot la.. (oh my.. really sorry to u all manz) but, dun understand must ask ma.. but.. ok la.. dumb ppl dun understand de things are those which normal ppl would say "duh.. everyone knows it.." haiz.. ya.. i'm dumb.. and.. maybe becoz hols juz over ba.. still having hols mood..

hmmm.. since tis blog so long le.. dun mind me add it longer rite? hehe.. (yes.. i see ur eyes closing le.. OPEN IT!) juz now saw tat WHITE penguin (esp bold and colored the white becoz u stupid guiny, u are fair enough!!!) de resolution or watever thing.. ohh.. things tat she wan? or watever.. lol.. think i'll make one.. hohoho! birthday coming ar.. 11 july.. must especially broadcast it.. hohoho!! *hint hint hint* yeah.. so below is the list of my wish to get list cum wish to do list cum wish list (tis is for u to know what to get for me during the holy fish *tat's me* de birthday.. muahahaha!):
1. the 4 voodoo dolls in minitoon!! (to think of it.. i seriously need all manz..)
2. bag bag bag
3. shoe (pathetic me.. left with sandals to wear nia)
4. me wan try once manicure cum pedicure and most importantly! nail art! (seems fun lehz.. nv try b4)
5. to be fairer!! (since stupid guiny wana be fair le.. as a person darker dan her.. think i too should be fairer)
6. to be prettier!! (think tat'll only be possible if i go of extreme makeover ba.. or maybe even tat oso can't make me prettier.. maybe need go plastic surgery!!)
7. to be taller!! (same as wish 5.. can't be taller dan me de penguin wan grow taller and as a fish shorter dan her, i dun wan grow tall rite..)
8. to hav a new haircut tat suits me~ (have been thinking bout cutting hair.. but duno go where cut and cut wat hairstyle lehz.. any recommendation?)
9. for everyone in my life to be happy!! (of coz i'll be the happiest :x)
10. more money!! (i dun mind receiving ang baosssss full of $$ notes.. esp those notes $50 or more de.. haha!! **hint hint**)
---> bie say 10 looks nice but.. i think i'll add another one.. since my birthday on 11.. haha.. make it 11 wish ba.. hoho! go buy toto.. 1107 gd number.. sure open de :x <--
11. last wish.. (sounds like i'm going to die like tat.. last wish.. haha!) to hav a change or my wardrobe.. all current clothes thrown and new ones in!!

ok.. tat's it.. loooooooong blog entry manz.. sleeping le rite? lol.. think won't la.. my entry so interesting.. if only my rj can always write tis long jiu hao le..

~fishy (zZZzzZzz)~