today having lab.. wah.. initially thot got 4 lab in 5 days la.. lucky tml dun hav.. so can take my lab coat for wash~~~ applied chem was fun la.. as in the practical part.. lol.. did dilution and titration.. so fun lo.. haha.. although our group abit luan qi ba zhao.. but hiya.. results out correct can le. haha.. love the pratical part.. but i super dun like the calculation part.. hehe.. fan nao la~ anyway think tis is like.. my last time grouping with tis group le? actually hmmm.. how to say lehz.. i quite like and dun like tis group ba.. i like the ppl i work with.. but... at the same time... i feel abit stress working with them lehz.. feel so dumb and stupid and watever lo.. iz like.. today i think i contributed nothing again.. somehow my mind juz can't run la.. duno how to think and all.. duno how to contribute ideas.. hai~ dan iz like abit sabo the group like tat lo.. feel so bad.. T-T dan ar.. hehe.. i see zhao i abit stress too.. coz.. he like giv me a feeling he dun like me!! T-T so scary.. think he muz be scolding me saying bout how stupid i am ba.. always like nv contribute and all.. die la~ dan weiyang oso.. ah!! they so clever.. me so stupid.. hiyo~ work with anyone oso will stress one la.. haiz.. die die die.. cannot! cannot say i stupid.. later the more i say the more stupid i am.. nonono! muz say i am clever!! yesh! i'm clever!! huiling is the most clever person in this world!! (like abit bluff ownself.. but hai~ nvm la) ohhh.. today is the day to take syf tix.. haha! so happy.. so worried can't get la.. me wana go watch lo.. in the end not only got tix for myself.. still got extra tix to giv ppl.. haha! feel so gd to be able to help ppl.. hehe. but feel abit bad la.. make my parents go down to take when they dun gain at all in it.. hehe.. thanks papa mama!! i'll love u forever manz!! i'll NEVER forget wat u did for me de.. hehe.. and yes bie.. nv forget u.. waking up so early to take the tix.. thanks!!!

hmmm.. 1st july.. syf.. dan after tat.. duno wana go orange chalet not lehz.. although she say she contribute my taxi fare for me to go there.. but dan.. i oso can't stay la.. dan go there a while jiu go home le.. abit no purpose lehz.. >.< but dan.. iz her birthday.. dun go.. abit bad lehz.. how.. suggestion? (even time ask tis qns so no one ans me one.. no choice la.. who call me talking to wall... ppl who read tis blog does reply me de.. dan those who can reply me de.. doesn't read tis blog.. lol) how how how.. should i? as her friend.. her birthday dun go.. abit bad lehz.. but.. i kinda got my reason la.. hiyo~ duno la! sadded..

~clever fishy (muz giv myself some self encouragement le..)~