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2011-12-03T17:40:00.002+08:00

well

was studying but apparently i drifted off

waiting for time to come where yh and tay will reply me on wat time to meet

y dun call?

coz i suppose they're busy

wanted to concentrate on studying too

so juz sent a msg and wait for reply

some little time passed since i last blog (as usual)

many happened and i didn't know how should i write it down

many thots running everyday but all still unsolved

realised recently how immature i actually am

and to think tat i've been saying tat some ppl around me are childish

after thinking...

who am i to comment on them

stress

handling work and studies really isn't tat easy afterall

esp when mods taken tis sem are heavy ones

been trying to study hard and diligently but i only barely scrap thru juz one mod

how bout the other 3?

thinking of quitting my job

but...

i have my other thots of y i didn't quit

iz funny how ppl can feel stress when i dun realise it until my biological body tells me tat i'm stress

with huge huge pimples popping out and the mthly routine not being a routine anymore

tat's when i know i'm stress

tat happened when i was studying for exams during may

and after i stopped and think,

i am stress

not only stress but tired

i haven really enjoyed much these days

not as much as i've enjoyed previously

i go to work from mon to sat

and on sun, i'll visit min to study at her side

even on my leave days i'll visit her too.

feeling kinda pai sae like keep troubling her

haiz

now tat she grad, i duno where to go le

hope i'll hav some self control and diligently study at home ba

thou i know i'll hav time like tis where i'll drift off.

i got my reply

time to get ready for kaylen's bday

think i'm going to be late

haiz

hope can leave early so got time come back study abit ba.

else i'll be having a hard time tml

hai~

bye...

2011-09-21T00:40:00.003+08:00

sch started already

busy busy and busy

time is simply not enough

haiz

so many readings to do

so little time

and u muz be thinking, since no time how come i'm here

well

few min won't kill rite?

had to on com to check things

so yeah

here i am

blogging

haha!

so sian

tat kinda feeling again

haiz

y muz it come back

simply hate it

back to the days where i worry for tis and tat le

think i'll go bonkers soon

juz few mths of paradise

and here i am

still stuck

y muz study!!

tsk!

now i can't seem to even find one day free to stay at home the whole day

zzzz

i hate life now

ahhhhh!!!

i hate youuuu!!!

hmph!!!

2011-08-28T23:23:00.003+08:00

i actually went to check my results again for the duno how many times

haha

tis time i rem to print it out

went to remove my moles

instead, i got 3 damn big black dots on my face now

(like ten times the size of the original la! or was it 100X?!)

iz SUPER UGLY!!!

been complaining bout it since the moment i see it

ultimate regret

haiz

now i duno how to go work tml

duno how to face ppl

duno how to go out on tue too

iz tat bad

i even feel so pai sae until i keep my head down when i walk

sian sian sian~~

help me pray k?

tat it will all dry up and be gone in 4 days!!!

which is by rite wed

the person say de

shortest 4 days longest 1 wk

so....

pray ok

PRAY

and pray for the shortest timing

not the long one

haha

i dun think i can take it any longer lo

haiz

duno how to face ppl liao

=((((

if u try asking me out tis wk or next and i rejected u coz i say i'm too ugly

u know y now

lol

sch's starting soon

like next wk?

even more sian

few mths of hols ended juz like tat

it felt like juz wks only

haha

oh man

i'm suppose to enjoy the last 1 wk of hols

but i'm feeling too pai sae to go out!!!

haiz

but gd thing is tat it made me appreciate how i look ba

haha

but but

it doesn't mean tat i hav to settle with wat i am now

there's always room for improvements isnt it?

hehe

well

i got my plans

after tis mole removal issue

i still needa put braces

after tat....

then prolly i'll stop

haha

i'm considering on double eyelid surgery thou

but tat one need serious serious seeeerious consideration

haha!

we shall see

and...

iz time to save $$$!!!

resolution for the yr:

(eh.. not too late to make resolution rite? thou tis yr only left few mths. lol)

do braces

work hard

save $$

be nice

make friends

smile~~

and

make plans on my single life

(else, get me a bf. but dun anyhow intro me anyone u can find in ur friend list hor. pls get me the kind i wan. which.... is much much harder. haha! so, let me go wit my original plan. it will be a wiser choice. lol)

~it isn't tat bad after all~

2011-08-26T00:22:00.002+08:00

一分耕云一分收获，恭喜你、，加油加油。我们都会支持你的，你是最棒的，向前看，什么困难都难不倒你。

tat's wat my dad wrote on fb to me when i told him last night tat i pass 3 mods

haha!

it really touched me

they saw tat i really worked hard

(during tat 2 mths no pay leave)

and appreciated my effort made

even when results aren't gd

they still supported me

haha!

family

wat am i to do without them

even when i'm unwanted by guys out there

at least i still hav them

haha!

i'm truly blessed

with friends and family around

y do i still need a guy

rite?

haha!

time to start planning for my single future le

(eh i think i said tis b4 rite?)

hmmm

hope ppl around me are as bless as i am ba.

life is full of ups and downs

i'm still trying to appreciate the downs and cherish the ups

~tat's it~

2011-08-25T01:38:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG!!!

i actually passed my exams!!!

OH MY GOD!!!

haha.

i know tis excitement came abit late since i checked it ytd

but still,

i'm sooooo happy!!!

haha!

thou i didn't pass all my mods la

but hey,

3 out of 4

totally way way waayyyy out of wat i expected can

when checking my results i'm soooo expecting all fail la

i seriously won't be surprise if i got like 2 of the mod with zero marks

but omg~

i actually pass 3!!!!

i'm sooo happy la.

happy until i cried

haha!

scare some of my colleagues le

they thot wat happen

and yes.

i know me crying isn't anything surprising anymore since tat's wat i do often

haha!

but iz tears of joy~!!!

=DDDD

but then...

thou i pass, but results aren't gd la.

considering tat i'm taking a degree with hons

but my marks...

they only qualify for a pass

haha!

not even a third class hons

sian

needa really buck up work hard and hold on to it!!!

pray tat i do grad in 2 yrs time k?

with a 2nd class hons?

haha!

i know one muz be ambitious

aim high

then will work harder

but....

1st class hons..

like abit hard huh~~

thou not impossible la.

since i THINK i heard tat as long as i got 4 or 5 mods with first class hons results

i'm confirm a 1st class hons student le

haha!

and...

in a way it isn't very hard to get 1st class la

if iz maths?

haha

think 70 marks can qualify for a 1st class le?

seems easy rite?

well...

easier said than done~

even the passing mark of 34 i'm struggling le

wat's more smth tat's more than 2 times tat score.

haha!

oh!

did i mention?

i checked my results a total of 4 times ytd to make sure tat i really passed 3 mods

haha!

i so scared later they will tell me smth went wrong somehow and wat i see isn't really wat i got la

haiz

tis shows how much i'm unable to believe tat i actually can pass the mods

lol

and one of the mod tat i was even expecting a 0 marks became my best scored mod

haha!

not high but the best of the 3 la.

oh man.

really

ytd was the best day in my life man

haha!

but...

in a way oso got a lil disappointment ba

=)))

not bout my results thou

juz find tat some things really can't force one

haha!

eh eh

dun get it wrong.

not talking bout those relationship thingy here

juz feel tat those close friends tat u will be with

there are really some chemistry tat can make u click with each other

and tat's y u became friends

some ppl

not matter how much u attempted

it juz doesn't feel rite

dun click

prolly coz iz done too awkwardly?

too forceful?

haha!

i duno

prolly smth went wrong somewhere

prolly the person isn't even interested to befriend u

prolly the person is juz pure quiet

prolly the person, like me, duno how to hold a convo

prolly iz juz the lack of chemistry

haha!

sometimes i'll think

did i make the wrong move in the first place to even start talking to the person?

coz prolly the person isn't even interested to hav u in their life

but u force urself in

and now they hav to suffer coz of u

suffer like say....

prolly they dun really wana talk to u but no choice coz u made the move of talking to them

in the end they are forced to talk to u

smth like tat one

do u think the person will think like tis?

or prolly...

they can't be even bothered to think of tis kinda small matter even for tat split sec coz iz simply a waste of time?

haha

wat do u think?

if someone juz enter ur life forcefully, how will u feel?

friends

how come they seem so hard to make now

where did all my friends come from?

how did i make them?

since when did i start rejecting ppl coming into my life

or is there even someone who attempted to come into my life?

since when did i stop attempting to break into ppl's life?

or was it always ppl breaking into my life?

been roaming around fb these days

haven been visiting for a super long time

looked at photos of friends

past and present

they all seem happily living their life

wat bout me?

am i happy?

i suppose i am ba

haha!

i duno

i'm a bit worried thou

ppl seems to be leaving my life

but new one nv come

my close friends hav their other closer friends

mostly ppl whom they see much more often than me

while i seem to hav only them

those whom i see almost each and everyday,

they aren't even considered close

izit coz i've locked up my heart?

refusing ppl to enter and at the same time, did not attempt to enter theirs?

haha

how come i suddenly feel so lousy

even my cousins

they all seemed close

but y am i not in the pic?

it feels so hard to even get close to them now when they're suppose to be closest to me

they're my relatives

haiz

guess there's really some gain and loss ba

i gain some i lose some

but now.

i only feel tat i'm losing

haha!

oh well

at least i still hav u all.

didn't they all say?

having few close gd friends is better than having loads of.... friends?

haha!

lets all jia you ba!!

=DDDDDDDDDDDDD

~i entered without permission. are you ok with it?~

2011-07-11T14:14:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday to me!!

haha!

tis day mark my 23rd bday.

oh man...

i'm getting older!

haiz

anyway.

thanks everyone who gave me ur bday wishes!

haha!

like as if anyone will see tis

somehow i felt kinda bless today

having ppl whom i'm close with to wish me

and even ppl whom i didn't expect wished me happy bday too!

haha!

thou iz kinda boring staying at home

but i'm still blessed

haha!

thank you everyone for making me feel blessed

thou prezzies are getting lesser and lesser

but prolly when u grow older

u no longer mind the prezzies tat u receive

iz more to the time u get to spend with ur family and friends

haha!

(thou of coz having some slight surprise will be nice =P)

since last night till now

i thot i'll juz receive a few msg from some of my close friends and tats it

but yeah

i got more!

haha!

tat's y i say

i'm blessed.

=DDD

esp tis yr

kinda feel tat my family got closer

i not only got my yrly wishes from my pa & ma

even my 2 bro sent me msges for it

hahaha!

esp the younger one

early in the morn b4 going to sch he sent me a msg to greet me happy bday when i'll be seeing him later

hahaha!

oh man

i really feel sooo soo blessed

wat more can i ask for

=DDDDDDD

really many thanks to everyone

love u all loads loads loads!!!

~iz u who made my day~

~prolly i should stop ranting tat i dun hav a bf, be contented with wat i hav and make plans for my old maid future. haha!~

2011-05-17T13:05:00.002+08:00

2 more days and tat's it

pray hard what i studied did get in k?

so worried ar

haiz

feel as if my 2 mths studying is a waste

really duno wat did i studied

haiz

and ya

iz been 2 mths since i really went out to play le

T-T

thou i do go out sometimes for supper or for a run

but iz been like sooooo long since i go out juz to shop or play

AHHHH!!!!

i think i'm going mad here le

haha

after my exams i'm gonna play play play!!!!

thou i duno wat's there for me to play de

dun really shop oso

*faint*

still...

i can't wait for exams to be over~~~~!!

and can't wait to go back to work too!

haha!

think i'm one of the few tat likes to work ba

comparing work to studying

i rather work

lol

tis time feels so much diff from last yr

last yr i could get use to the tempo of studying

but tis yr really

cmi

juz simply can't wait to get out of tis kinda life

but first hav to pass my mods.

haiz

fine~~

back to studying

~~when will tis be over~~

2011-05-03T14:05:00.003+08:00

can u believe it

exam is juz tml and yet i'm here blogging

haha!

was looking at my last yr de econs paper

yes

the one tat i took last yr and failed

was asking myself how come i will even fail the paper

haha

realise tat actually the qns asked last yr is quite similar to past yr qns

i won't say tat if i do it now i confirm will pass

but i can totally say tat i got a much better understanding tis time when i read it

was thinking

no wonder last yr when i finish the paper

i heard ppl saying tat the paper was kinda easy

haha!

now i know y

some qns weren't even similar

they're the same

haiz

wat happened to me last yr

izit me or izit the lecturer?

suan le

hope tis yr i can make it jiu hao la

won't ask for much

can pass i very happy le

heee

so yeah

actually i'm juz here to say bout tis nia

coz i got no one to say bout tis random thing from

haha!

shall update a lil more earliest after my paper tml

else..

wait till i finish my exams ba

jia you!!!!

~nose, can u pls come back and not play now?~

2011-04-23T23:18:00.002+08:00

山不转，路转

路不转，人转

人不转，心转

heard this from my papa (whom he hear from duno where)

quite inspiring

sharing it with u all

~iz time to change~

2011-04-22T00:29:00.003+08:00

haven been blogging for super long time le

almost forgot tat it even existed

doubt anyone even visits it now

haha!

bored studying

couldn't concentrate

seriously duno how should i study tis time

nth seems to go in

even if they do

i duno if they can stay

tried looking at the past exam papers

still duno how to ans

die le lo

haiz

i'm suuuuper bored ar!!!!

looking at ppl around me

they seem to hav their friends

eventful life

etc...

how come mine seems boring?

ppl go to sch, i go to sch

ppl go to work, i go to work

how come in the end i still dun make any worthy friends?

i receive no msg from anyone at work

(like i'm any close wit anyone to hav them msg me)

i receive no msg from friend in sch

(like i even hav friends in sch)

AAAAAHHHHHH!!!

how come i suddenly feel tat i'm been to sch and work for nth

haiz

my phone is like stagnant there the whole day with no msg AT ALL

i almost wanted to off my phone for gd le

juz tat i'm waiting for my mail to my online order

haiz

if anyone do see tis

and if u do wana find me and realise tat i haven replied u for days

try calling my phone

prolly i decided to off it after all

since iz a complete waste of battery keeping it on

not touching it drains batt too

might as well off it to save batt rite?

ya.

i think i should do tat

think i'm juz having no where to talk to

ending up turning to here to complain bout my life

haha!

tat's so pathetic

i think i'm going to rot soon

rot of not talking much

haha

AAAAHHHHH!!!

i duno wat i wan now

tsk!!

forget it

back to studying

T-T

~there's nth left to talk between us. is it?~

2010-12-28T20:41:00.000+08:00

2010-07-23T01:23:00.002+08:00

iz 1.23am now
i'm suppose to pack my luggage for sat's (which is like tml) de thai trip
totally not in the mood for it
haha
guess i'll juz dump a few clothes in
necessities and tat's it ba
dun really feel tat excited actually
at least not excited bout the trip
juz happy tat i'm off work for tat few days
haha
prolly hav to wait till i really reach there or wat dan the mood will come ba
nvm
iz normal
everytime oso like tat
i think
haha

got yet another wallet from micro today
iz nice ar
but i kinda prefer those from my darlings
coz..
they're from my darlingsss
hehehe
shall see la
see when i got the chance to use
=PP

(when will be the next time?)

2010-07-16T00:25:00.002+08:00

i'm beginning to love the wallet given to me
=DDDDD
juz kinda irritated by the fact tat i always end up opening it in the opp direction
tsk
but other dan tat
i love it loads
haha!
esp now when i can easily find it in my bag
haha
no longer hidden in the darkness
=PP
thx my dears!!!
ohoh
and tat toothbrush holder too
haha
it looks cute hanging at the toilet there
lol
thx loads!
love my prezzies tis yr
hehe
^^

(it can be boring sometimes too go online these days. haiz)

2010-07-12T23:29:00.002+08:00

=DDD

had a great bday
hehe
simple and yet great
early in the morn had my dear gals to pop by my house to giv me a surprise
haha
tis time i'm really surprised
did think of it la
but..
so early in the morn
somemore
we're meeting at night.
no point rite
so ya lo
dismissed it
in the end
they really did pop by
was like lying on bed
dan my couzie was like shouting for me saying tat my friends popped by
haha
and they brought me choco cakes
=DDDD
iz nice
dan afternoon went lunch wit my family at sakura
won't say iz super gd
but ok la
dan night jiu go wit my gals for dinner le lo
at timbre
wah~
i so swear nv to go there again
not tat the food not nice ar
in fact.
iz not bad
esp tat roast duck pizza thingy
haha!
like i told my gals
i won't step into timbre again
UNLESS
i cover myself wit insect repellent instead of perfume
and bring myself many many coils
haha!
really ar
donated alot of blood there
those mosquito oso duno how to pity me
already lack of bld le still wana take mine
so cruel lehz
tsk
anyway
after dinner walked to bugis
sang k at topone
tat's fun too
finally got ppl sing those 'crazy' songs wit me le
=DDDD
and i guess everyone iz tired from the singing etc
sang till 2am
all shag le
went home after tat liao
reach home le
world cup juz nice start
so quick quick bathe dan watch
watch for 1 hr jiu fall asleep le
haha!
till the match end liao
only manage to wake up juz in time for a replay on the goal tat spain scored
dan they announce spain won the world cup
see those ppl cry cry scold scold or watever de
stone abit
jiu go slp le
haha
didn't really slp well whole night oso
dan...
jiu today le
haha!
shalln't go on more liao
i'm too lazy to type le
haha

(thx for giving me such a wonderful day =DD)

2010-06-19T01:07:00.000+08:00

back from lala land to reality

(enjoyed. ^^)

2010-06-14T00:32:00.002+08:00

my hk trip is coming SOON
so happy~
hehe
at least.
i finally get to be away
from everything
i know
i've juz been away
ppl me here stress lvl low can?
need load of getaway
hehe
anyway
hope the 4 of us will really leave everything in sg
and juz fly ourselves + our luggage to hk ba
all other things
here!
^^

(i thot my ride ended. who knows iz juz a pause to a next start. haha!)

2010-06-05T01:31:00.002+08:00

so looking forward towards my upcoming hk trip
hehe
iz like in juz 1+ more wk?
so happy~
=DDD
thou working is sian
but ok la
at least no sch liao
shall enjoy tis moment
am doing urine for tis whole mth
sian~~
like for the past half yr haven do enough like tat
tis whole mth doing again
*faint*
but ok la
at least i'm not doing the last shift
haha
duno whether to be happy or not
at the very least i dun needa go home late
lol
was thinking i prolly won't get to to s2 liao
but surprisingly
i still got bout 2 wks doing s2?
haha
not bad not bad
=P

(hk. i'm coming~~)
(i feel like i'm on a roller coaster ride)
(am i dreaming?)

2010-05-23T23:56:00.002+08:00

start of work
haha!
tis 1 wk feels so much like 1 mth hav passed
and the days when i finish my exam
it feels
ya~
like 1 mth ago when i only juz finish them last wk
haiz

i'm juz few wks away from my hk trip
jia you!!
haha
sounds like i'm living in hell now
well
isn't tat bad le ba
as in
at least there's no sch now
only work
juz think of all the $$$$
and all others will be fine
yeah

(disappointed)

2010-05-13T00:06:00.002+08:00

tml tml tml
last paper le
jia you!!
hehe
feeling kinda sian
didn't hav any plan for fri
my one and only day of no sch no work no studying
and yet there's no plan on it
initially thot of going jb
else go sing k
but who knows jy and sarah not free
haiz
prolly i'll try go sing myself
haha!
the 11 to 1 de
=P
tat's if i can wake up tat early ba
else..
guess i'll hav to juz rot at home le
>.<
or...
anyone nice enough to date me out?
even for some lunch or dinner oso can
hehe
like after so long
i finally get to go out without worrying for studies
=DDD

stats today was terrible
didn't get to finish again
tis time worst
25marks whole qns nv do
haiz
the other qns lehz.
oso not very sure
best thing
i forgot all my formulas
or rather
i kinda remembered them in a jumbled up way
in the end..
duno how to ans the qns
die le lo
now i'm really worried
if i'll even pass my stats
(dun like the table there. like so high for me. hard to write)

econs tml
pray hard i'll pass
so feel like slping now
dun think a nap will kill rite?
hehe
hope i do get up ba
very slpy~
>.<

(if only iz u)

2010-05-11T15:58:00.002+08:00

tried the student portal for the first time
like after my whole (or rather half) yr of studying
and i'm left with 2 more paper
then i go into tis portal
haha
how great huh~
tried to listen to some of their recordings of solutions
wow~
after listening...
i realise i duno wat they're talking about
haha!
like got ans
but oso like nv ans lehz
haha!
prolly i hav prob understanding them ba
haiz
die liao lo
haiz

oh man.
got craving for apple pie~
fried chix wing~
mac burger~
cheese fries~
and iz raining outside now
T-T

made my plans on wat to do after exams le
haha!
like so fast rite
so so looking forward to it
hehe
i wana go sing kbox
wan go shopping
wan do pedicure
wan go take up makeup lesson
wan do alot alot of thingssss
hehe

downloaded tis paradox app tis morn
some of it quite interesting
haha!
thou some others i can't understand
or didn't really wana use much of my pea brain to understand
so...
share wit u one tat i can understand de ba.
hehe

--= if the temperature this morning is 0 degrees and the weather channel says, "it will be twice as cold tml", what will the temperature be? =--

(i begin to not trust)

2010-05-10T00:56:00.002+08:00

decided to drop my banking and finance tis yr
which means.
it'll hav to drag till next yr
hope i won't regret ba
felt much more relieve after tis decision
but at the same time
became more slack
haha
now
tis means iz 2 more paper to go
jia you ba!!!
econs~~~~
haiz
pray damn damn hard i'll pass tis

(i'm grabbing on smth tat i shouldn't)
(bubble. *poof!*)

2010-05-08T22:04:00.003+08:00

2 paper down
another 3 more
totally not in the mood of studying
esp for tis mod
banking and finance
words words and more words
omg
how am i going i survive for the other upcoming mods?
accounting paper is a 'pray damn hard i'll pass case'
maths paper...
haiz
didn't manage to finish
am so worried now.
for the other 3 upcoming paper
wat if i only pass my maths and stats?
tat only total up to 1 pathetic unit only
wat bout my other 3
omg~
help me pls~~~

(falling once again)

2010-05-07T00:14:00.001+08:00

zero is an amzing number

2010-05-04T21:58:00.003+08:00

exam starting tml le
so worried
first time going into the exam hall feel so unprepared
praying hard tat i'll even scrap pass it (is there is thing?)
tis whole 1+ mth of study juz doesn't feel enough
prolly i aren't tat hardworking enough
prolly i'm juz dumb
unable to grasp the concept
now to say tat i regret not starting way way earlier to study
ya i really am
but yet i know tat if time can turn back
i'll end up doing the same thing
tat's how lousy i am
haha!
beginning to think whether my choice in tis path is rite
so worried
wat will happen if i've choosen sci from the start
thou in a way it isn't tat late to think bout it
the switch of path back
but...
prolly in the first place i shouldn't even let the thot cross me
i've chosen tis and hav to strive for it
take it tat i'm stubborn
watever it is
ya
i should juz erase those thots
shalln't make any regrets
iz really irritating
those accting terms etc
ok.
not only acct terms
econs, acct, b&f
they all sux
unable to understand the concepts
trying to grasp it since like duno when
but the seem to always slip away
pray hard
damn damn hard tat i'll pass
no confidence at all
wonder wat'll happen when i step into exam hall tml
wat's more
i'm by myself when i reach there
facing the whole sg of ppl tat's taking tis paper
it'll sure be very stress
how i wish iz juz the norm size of a classrm
but no
tis time the classrm expanded
many many many times
sg expo
haiz
i dun wana study~~

(it brightens with with juz a comment)

2010-05-03T00:04:00.002+08:00

D&D last night
was...
alright ba
dun really like the MC thou
too much on the dirty jokes
not tat i can't accept ba
but abit too over liao
thou can't deny tat some were quite funny
dressed like a greek 'goddess' (won't say i'm a goddess since i can't help thinking i'm ugly)
photos taken reflects even more on the ugliness
haha!
esp the cheeks
say nice nice is look like 2 apple on my face
say it in a uglier way.
look like monkey backside
haiz
i thot i put my blusher to the most min le ar
will shine somemore
oily skin
haha!
and my eyes
like can't see like tat
haiz
fine la
iz either due to external factors thus the pics ALL looked ugly
else iz me
which will u trust more
me being the prob or the externals?
lol

pimples increasing
or rather
scars....
thx to my itchy hand
tsk!
stop scartching!!!
chop them off
haha!

stomach hasn't been very gd these days
dun ask me y
i duno
juz know tat they aren't very gd
but ok la.
they've been giving me the same prob recently
prolly getting use to it liao
haha!

oh man
y getting to shanghai now is so so ex!!!
haiz
will cost me bout...
1.8k to juz reach and stay there?
not including my spendings yet which i think will be bout 1k? (i'm putting it to the max)
where the hell am i suppose to get the 2.8k from
haiz
$$$$
pls DROP from the sky
and rem to drop correctly
straight into my bag
or wallet if u can be accurate enough
hehe
u muz be asking y shanghai rite?
or prolly u might know the reason already
yeah
iz due to the world expo
haven paid much attention to it b4 today
thot iz some meeting among the big big ppl again
until tis morn see newspaper dan realise
iz an exhibition
so dumb rite
haiz
and ya lo
after looking
got me sooo interested in looking at the exhibits
should be quite interesting
so thots of going came
but haiz
too ex liao
$$$$$$
haiz
suan le
next time ba
plan ahead
hehe

exams coming le!!!
iz like starting on wed
and ending next wk
omg
omg
omg!!!!!!
HOW!!!!
haiz
am so so looking forward to my after exams paradise (thou needa work. but no sch!!)
so losing the mood to study
lose my concentration
i'm dead
HOW~~~!!
haiz

(self-condemning. i'm condemned)

2010-04-29T00:22:00.001+08:00

i'm back to square one...

(y am i always left with the feeling of being alone)

2010-04-24T00:22:00.002+08:00

some songs can really affect one's mood for the day

(i'm addicted to app downloading. haha!)
(pray hard tat i can finish studying k?)
(else pray tat i'm dead. ^^)

2010-04-14T12:45:00.002+08:00

iz mayday's concert tis sat
i should be looking forward to it
ya
i should be.
^^

(moodless)

2010-04-11T23:30:00.002+08:00

was looking at syf vid
ppl are fast
ytd competition
today jiu upload liao
tat's the least i could get ba
since i can't get to go
T-T
was so hoping i can go down to watch too
feel the atmosphere
haha!
deyi won again.
^^
2012
i wana go
dun care.
orange reserve 1 seat for me. by hook or by crook
lol
i die oso will piao there to watch one
hahaha!

anyway
was watching the vid
sudden thots...
it seems tat ppl are all improving
the sch
the band
ppl around me (all getting prettier le ar~~)
things around me
everything
everyone, everything is improving
wat bout me
am i?
hav i improved?
if i did
where?
if i didn't
how come?
i wana be better
in all aspect
should start expanding my pea brain
times that i visit online
or even switching on my com is getting lesser
almost can live my life without it now
amazing
amzing on how i almost couldn't survive without it last time
till now
not having it isn't a very big prob even
haha!
but even if i dun go online
time still doesn't feel enough
juz at times feeling juz rite
izit coz of sch?
or izit unknowingly i'm doing smth extra tat i'm not doing in the past
wonder how my life is turning into
becoming more and more worried for my future
is my choice of taking up tis degree right?
right now
juz the foundation units i'm already banging wall le
wat's going to happen for my 2nd and 3rd yr
O_O
work
one more ppl going study le
feeling tat my stay there is useless
shouldn't hinder ppl's progress
making things difficult for all
thots of leaving came back to me
again
should i?
actually
there's nth much to cling onto now
going to work without much friends
feeling so by myself
colleagues are still colleagues
how much more can u make better friends with them?
once bitten twice shy i guess
study wise
haiz
one gone
now another oso not studying oso le
left me and one more
but...
i guess not long later i'll be left alone
so much for making friends huh
after few yrs
i'm still back with like almost zero increment in amt
tat's quite a sad thing to say
haiz

went out on fri
wit bie and sam
plus a guy 4 yrs younger
feels so weird
like going out wit my bro (and i rather go out wit my bro dan him actually)
dun really like the fact tat...
his actions on sam seems abit too caring
some actions of his seems abit too obvious
dislike
shoo~ fly
go away
impression of him
seriously
not very gd
ya he can talk
attempted to make friends,
hold convo
so?
ok.
prolly not his fault
iz mine
based too much on the feel i got from tis person
and obviously
he failed
prolly iz his age tat i'm mindful
prolly iz juz him
nvm
forget it
juz hope tat i won't see tis guy a 2nd time

(i surrender....)

2010-03-19T10:35:00.002+08:00

finally went to jam's concert.
not bad ar
^^
too lazy to comment much
haha!
coming up next.
mayday's concert
got my lightsticks all ready le
can even go there sell liao
lol
work these days is nice
somehow
but ppl are leaving
quite a sad thing to know
so scary
new ppl coming in
slowly becoming senior le
but i'm still not independent enough
dumb still
oh well
forget it
i'm always dumb

i'm prolly a person who can't be trusted tat much
terrible person who always screw things up
disappointment is always smth tat i get
can i always forget them?

(i'm sinking~~)

2010-03-06T01:37:00.002+08:00

heard rumours bout her again
wonder y izit she's gone and yet can cause us all these things
heard bad comment from her too
wonder who she's referring to
and it seems much tat many are thinking she's referring to us
or a very high possibility me
well.
part of me trust tat she wouldn't be tat bad until
even as she leave
she'll still wana talk bad bout us
thinking..
prolly she's talking bout others
but..
if iz really me she's talking about
dan i really wonder y
izit coz of my change in dressing?
or izit some of my actions tat made ppl misunderstood me
or prolly iz both
i really wonder
i dun really think tat i've changed much (dressing and actions) after she's gone
but dan again
ppl do change
and i do wana make a change too
and i dun see much wrong in my own dressing these days
i know
dept ppl have been saying tat i dress quite sexily to work (=.=)
but i dun really see much a prob ba
i mean
at most iz juz shorts and skirts and prolly heels
wat's wrong with them?
u see many gals wearing them down orchard rd too isn't it?
the shorts and skirts might be super short
the heels might be slightly taller
but really ar
ppl out there do wear like tis too
so ya lo
wat's wrong
juz tat i last time doesn't wear doesn't mean tat i can't start wearing them now rite?
so yeah
to actually think positively
if i really am the one being said
at least i'm able to carry out tat kinda...
style?
haha!
not bad too rite?
=P
i seriously dun really know wat's exactly going on
so...
i might get the wrong idea on certain things ba
juz....
hope tat i put my trust correctly ba
^^
even if one day really really find out it really is me
dan i think i'll do it even more
haha!
to show it tat
i won't change coz of ppl's one or 2 comments (not even 3 or 4. lol)
tat's the kinda style i wana try
so tat will be it
but i really do hope tat if i really am the one being said
kindly put my name there ba
or better still
add me back on facebk or msn
and shoot it to me straight
think i'll be happier tis way ba
not fun guessing
putting ppl in loads of confusion
but dan to think too
if juz coz of those comments and ppl point it at me
dan..
prolly they themselves oso think the same way
tat's y will lead to me
guess i'll hav to think thru bout my conduct le
haha!
STILL
i'm not going to change
lalala~
soon ppl will get use to it de ba
they're juz prolly not use to the change
=)
but..
hmmm
i still think tat she can't be tat bad a person to say those things
seriously think tt i didn't really do much to offend her tat much to cause so much hate ar
so ya lo
i know she's not a bad person to begin with
so ya
can't be de
^^
wonder how she's coping there actually
last heard from pause she's going for orientation
but tat's quite some time le
haiz
suan le ba
i'm sure things will fade soon
i believe tat since i've already moved on
she will too
yupz
=DD

on a much lighter note.
the 1/4 manpower is gone for 2 wks
HOHOHO!!!
thou iz a short 2 wks
but at least better dan none
and replacing him is someone sooooo much better
looks, character and even the manpower strength
hehe
b4 he came
heard looooads of things bout him
heard them praise him until ...... (u fill urself)
yupz
but when he come
hai hao ba
prolly coz portray until too nice le so
slight diff causes disappointment ba
still
much better dan tat 1/4 person
^^

felt tat i'm quite a blessed gal
am being granted with wat i wanted today
shall start repaying back by studying damn hard le
shall begin with it tml
yupz
or prolly sun
charge myself to the fully and start chionging le
pray hard i'm able to pass the exams with loads and loads of flying colors
promise i'll shut off all dramas and prolly even msn
juz concentrate on studies
ok la.
maybe dun shut off totally
say 1 or 2 hr show per day when having meal?
should be ok rite?
yupz
jia you ba!!
gambatte!!!
=DDD

(心寒)

2010-02-25T01:17:00.002+08:00

guess i did smth kinda wrong
said smth wrong
or is it even wrong to say it?
forget it
iz already told
wat can i do
better pray more to atone for the bad things done
haiz

(u can prolly be a nice friend afterall)

2010-02-21T14:30:00.003+08:00

back
back from heaven
back to hell
haiz
k la
the trip was considered fun (except for the terrible last day)
^^
expensive too
haha!
iz a whole wk without much thots
juz eat slp and play
=DDD
how i wish i get to do tis everyday (fat hope)
come back
stressing bout the coming exam
and yet i've no mood to study
AT ALL
got my things rite in front of me now
but here i am
blogging
tried to think of all sorts of things to do
EXCEPT studying
but i know i'll regret
still
no mood
haiz

ate ALOT of crab during my trip there
haha!
love it
the leg long long one
hairy one
and the big big duno izit call king crab or wat de
haha!
all eaten
nice
esp the long leg crab
3 nights of eatting
think the ppl there oso scared of us le
see the serving out jiu grab
think u see none of the table there ate as much as us
=PPP

went to play badminton wit sam min bie and 3 others the next day after i came back
now my leg and hand is aching
ESP my 2 kelian legs
having a hard time climbing stairs, sitting down, etc
basically jiu shi bending my leg la
haha!
old le~
lack of exercise too
sam min bie!!!
we shall do tat often k???
=PPP
thot nv play badminton for soooo many yrs le
duno how to play liao
but..
ok la
not bad
at least i still get to hit the 'ball'
can see tat the guys are giving in to us when playing
or at least to me la
haha!
wah when they play
they hit so hard la (i think i'll die for sure if i get hit by it)
dan when hitting to us (ok. prolly to me nia) iz much softer
guess they must be feeling very bored playing wit us ba
ESP me
when i'm so so soooo lousy
haha!
oh well
will know it the next time
if u dun see them appear the next time
u'll know y
haha!
had a slight movie marathon too
watched 2 movie side by side
persy jackson and 14 blade
both are nice movie
but we concluded tat we prefer 14 blade more to the other
and thk god tat we watched persy first
^^

felt tat close friends are getting lesser and lesser
or izit tat i'm beginning to block out ppl around me
closing up more and more
hmmmz

went for family lunch wit my mama side de family
so many ppl
so uncomfy there
they're becoming more and more...
unfamiliar
totally unable to mix le
think they oso find me too..
extra ba
haha
oh
quiet too
really ar
i duno how to mix wit them le
prolly too big a grp ba
gone case
haiz
i'm still as terrible

(how i wish i can stay in heaven forever)

2010-02-11T00:18:00.006+08:00

juz 1 more day and i'm off to heaven
haha!
sounds like i'm going some paradise world
nah~
anything without work is simply heaven
but iz juz a few days of it
ok la
better dan none
^^
but b4 heaven comes
iz hell
ESP when someone is going to do morn
haiz
needa face him the whole day
HAI~~~
guess he'll cause my death one day
either burst of blood vessels due to ren'ning' too much
or juz explode to my death
hmmmm
which u think is more glam?
lol
duno whether to say he's cute (=.=) or wat
call him go take certain rack of tube
go there see see look look anywhere and everywhere
EXCEPT for the tube rack
helo~~
not the first day here le ok
suan le la
dun wan comment much
i REN!!!
yupz
haiz
class tml is till by myself
tat's y ar
hell first dan to heaven
k la
for my heaven sake
^^
seriously didn't know how did i pass my day today
iz like i nv stay much at urine bench
dun feel tat i've contributed much
like...
whole day jiu help here and there
in the end like nv do much
haiz
useless
and tis sway gal here got another afb pos
haha!
was juz chatting wit lian jye bout afb pos thingy
dan jiu so qiao they came out
guess they juz love me
k la
so many afb
of coz will hav 1 pos de rite
nth wrong de
yupz

next fri going play badminton wit bie they all
hohoho!!
iz been yrsssssss since i last played
haha!
duno still can play not
i'm going for a healthy lifestyle these days
to save my pimplish face
haiz
so i'm trying to cut cut cut on tidbits
but they're sooo tempting!!
been craving for them the wholeee day
dan today go class
wah!
the guy sit in front of my jiu eating the calbee potato chips
*drools*
he's so tempting me la
tsk
but lucky he halfway thru classs jiu go le
tidbits!!!!!
AHHH!!!
T-T
ok ppl.
muz control me.
if u ever see my wanting to buy tidbits
or attempting to eat them
STOP ME
snatch my $$$ away or even the tidbits itself
ok?
die oso cannot let me eat
but....
hehehe
for my trip jiu let me fang si abit la k?
i promise to totally not touch them after my trip
^^
anyway
badminton was suppose to be juz us 4
but who knows (i guess i'm the only one who doesn't know until last to be told of)
duno who's idea is it
pop out another 3
tsk
not tat i totally dun welcome them la
but jiu so long nv play le (yrsss ok)
somemore oso not very shou wit them
feel kinda weird ba
but since already ask liao
wat can i do
suan le la
haiz

guess i'm crapping now
haha!
oh well.
watever
heaven i'm coming~~

我自问真心待人
但得到的只是忽冷忽热的待遇
我不会把往事忘了
因为真心付出过
如果你认为那些回忆只是梦一场
那请自问到底是你还是我的问题
算了
我只能说，我们回不去了
是回忆，是梦
无所谓了
再见或许不恰当
就停在这儿吧

(i need more $$ and more leave. T-T)

2010-02-04T00:02:00.002+08:00

suppose to do my tutorial nw
but i'm still stuck
even when i tried skipping to another qns
izit coz i'm too stubbornly wanting a nice number tat
i actually miss out the ans which,
the numbers aren't tat nice?
wat are the chances?
haiz

life is kinda peaceful these days
without tat guy around
4 days of peace
wheee~!
=P
but tis 4 days of peace...
haiz
comparing to the many more other days tat i'm facing
O_O

anyway
linda's gone
kinda sad bout it ba
jiu...
on how things ended
think back
juz few mths ago
really.
iz not very long
we're still happily chatting with each other
buying things for each other,
eating tgt
etc
but iz oso few mths ago
things juz happen within these few mths
tat make things turn out and ended up like tis
guess we all juz gave up in attempting to save the friendship
prolly coz she's leaving
tat's y we all thot tat there no point in doing so
no matter wat
she's gone now
juz hope tat her new life out there will be better ba
meet nicer ppl
studies will be gd
pass wit flying colors (wah. like so long nv use tis word. haha!)
let her enjoy her life out there ba
^^
thou ya
i knw she hen4 bu4 de2 i'm out of her life
so..
i highly bet she won't be reading tis
haha!
still
thx for all the memories u've given me for the past 1+yrs
i know recent ones aren't tat nice
so i won't rem them
i only rem the nice ones
really.
thx so much
thx for teaching me,
thx for helping me,
thx for being my friend (even for tat 1 yr)
thx for giving me all the nice memories
thx for everything
thank you soooo much
^^
hope u'll hav a safe and nice journey ba.
=))

on a lighter (??) note
CNY is coming soon!!!
=DDD
am soooo looking forward to it
but...
hmmm
feel kinda unprepared ba
still got things haven buy
luggage not packed yet
i know iz 1+ wk away
but i dun hav much time to pack oso ar
so ya lo
start early better
^^

AHHHHH!!!!
i hate matrices!!!
TSK
thot iz kinda easy
but who knows
haiz
wat's uol doing
how come their exam qns all so hard de
or am i turning more and more retarded (i guess iz the latter)
haiz

(liar is forever a liar. can't change? won't change? or no chance to change?)

2010-01-21T00:41:00.002+08:00

原来，懒人不可以说别人懒
因为他没资格
原来，我是个懒人
所以我没资格说别人懒

(原来天堂到地狱只需要那一秒)

2010-01-15T02:47:00.002+08:00

i think i could hav killed someone today
nvm
wo ren!
1 wk
after 1 wk ar
if still like tat i think i'll make sure tat person die
and get out of my sight
tsk
lol
ok la
i'm bad
and i think i'm being a lil bit mean today oso
guess the person can sense it?
i promise
i'll try to be nice
ok?
^^

(i'm getting more and more terrible. tsk)

2010-01-14T01:15:00.002+08:00

i think i'm a terrible person
i actually laughed at my new colleague today
haha!
i didn't really laughed at him on purpose
but jiu shi can't control
guess i really got a very low laughing tolerance (???)
iz always easier to make me laugh dan making me angry
haha!
i wonder if iz gd or bad
or prolly...
coz these days haven been passing very well ba
so....
when things happen
the effect is times many?
ok
i know
i'm juz giving myself an excuse
alright~
shalln't say
but ya la
really felt bad bout it
in the end i really dun dare face tis new colleague the whole day ar
and thx god he's allocated to stool bench today
haha!
and THEREFORE
up till now i haven talk to him
dun even know wat's his name (until i asked jiu jiu)
i dun even dare look at him now
so scared i'll juz laugh straight in front of him
haiz
AHHHH!!!!
can someone help me off tat laughing button on me?
wonder wat will happen tml
muz ren!!!
cannot think of it
haha!
i bet everyone in the dept thinks tat i'm a very rude gal le
laughing at ppl
hai~
ya...
i'm super rude
T-T
and i think i seriously got some prob
attitude prob
hiyo
someone
juz kill me pls
i really think i'm terrible
in ALLLLL ways
i should juz die
haiz

(i'm in love wit rainie!!)

2010-01-13T01:48:00.001+08:00

i'm suppose to update
as per jy
so yeah
update update update
update
update
update
update
update
update
update
u-p-d-a-t-e
.
.
.
.
ok.
done updating
hehe.
=P
fine~~
i see ur =.= reaction le.
i promise to do so when.....
i'm more in the mood?
^^

(update)

2009-12-24T12:14:00.002+08:00

iz a terrible xmas
nth goes rite
totally no xmas mood

zhen xin de dui dai ren
huan lai de
zhi shi ren jia dui ni de bu xing ren
na wo yi hou gai zen me dui ren ne?
hao shi wang
lai de shi hou shen me ye mei you
da gai qu de shi hou
ye bu hui dai zhe shen me zou ba

(suan le ba)

2009-12-21T23:31:00.002+08:00

i thot ppl who hate others telling lies dun tell lies themselves
how come i know of a liar who hates ppl lying
so what does tat mean?
u can lie to others while others can't do tat to u?
best thing
ur so called liar doesn't even know what lie was told
how do u lie to ppl without even knowing it urself?

(disappointment)

2009-11-28T01:21:00.003+08:00

i prolly live in a world of excuses
can't believe tat my intention of helping made ppl think otherwise
oh well.
no.
my intention of helping is a total excuse
i didn't wana help at all
i'm a down right lousy person
thinking of excuses for each and everything i do
iz an excuse now too
ya
prolly i should stop talking
so there won't be excuses coming out from my lousy mouth
hurting ur ears whenever i talk
with the many excuses i can cook up with

(excuses)

2009-11-21T22:20:00.002+08:00

went for bie's bday last wk
saw tis grp of....
little gals?
yeah~
they're so...
funny (i suppose)
iz like me min and sam was at the games rm
dan they juz come in
in the game rm there's only tis football thingy for ppl to play ma
dan one of the gals was like asking another
"are they related to ____ (some other ppl who's holding party nearby)"
dan i'm like replying "noo" to the lil gal
haha!
so irritating of me rite?
=P
dan another one of the gals was like holding on to the football thingy
dan say "we should show some graciousness (meaning they should be nice to let us play)"
haha!
like so funny ar.
she's actually holding on to the thingy and say tat they should show graciousness
=.=
dan i replied to them (not sure if they heard it)
"nvm. u dun needa show, i will show graciousness (or smth similar)"
and we walked out
so tsk
i think i'm such a terrible person too.
hehe

went to celeb bie's bday at sentosa ytd
hehehe
kinda like my first time at sentosa playing ar
everytime go there
not go beach (thou i dun really rem going there for watever activity)
jiu shi go there for performance
so yeah
ytd jiu went to play
quite fun ar
^^
thx god ytd nv really rain
else jiu really spoil le
thou in the end nv get to go beach
but still alright la
after tat went no signboard seafood to eat
ordered bout 6 to 7 dishes ar.
and we 4 can actually finish them lehz
quite proud of it
hahaha!
after dinner went nearby take photo wit the xmas tree
lol
took quite alot ar
until we realise those ppl who's initially there taking pics are all gone
left wit the 4 of us nia
O.o
nvm
after tat go toilet continue taking
haha!
tat's like the fav place for ppl to take pics ar
=P

today
went to celeb bie's bday (yes. again. haha!)
simple one ba
juz went out for lunch nia
at kuishinbo
buffet~
but i go eat buffet like so wasted
tsk
oh well.
nvm la
after tat went to sky garden take pics (again!?)
yan brought along her polariod cam
i wan one too!!
hahaha!
hmmmm
abit overspent tis mth
shall restrict myself
still got so many other things i wana buy
itouch!!
yeah~~
okok
muz ren!
yupz

hmm
having a long wkend
should charge myself to 200%
iz another long 3 mths to go without leave
haiz
jia you ba!
u ppl out there
add oil too!!
^^

(overspent)

2009-11-16T00:21:00.002+08:00

yeah.
making another post
haha!
so hardworking of me
=.=

blowed quite a number of balloons today
wah
feel like fainting now
dizzy ar
funny thing is it only happen after i really sat down and rested
and soo long after i blew the balloons
haha!
didn't know my body is tat weak
haiz
or prolly...
i'm juz slpy?
oh well.
doesn't really matter much
and yupz
orange reminded me bout the RPWS concert!
OMG!
how can i forget bout it la
tsk!
the concert was not bad ar
like the last part
where the band dedicated the song to yusri
haha!
they're soooo cute lo
how i wish i had video it down
juz tat part nia
where they kinda danced and played with the music
omg~
so cute
=DDDD
really enjoyed tt part
hehehe
yusri's last concert with the band le
like so sad
thou out of band liao
but...
ya lo
jiu the thot of it ba
Heeee
like wat jy said during the concert
"who says concert is boring"
yeah~
rpws concert is nv boring
or at least iz nv like those super formal ones
so sian de
haha!
prolly i simply duno how to appreciate those kinda music ba
^^
hmmmm
soon i'll know no one in rpws le
will prolly feel weird to go back liao ba
iz already kinda weird to go back now le la
haha!
but i do miss playing flute (as always after a concert. haha!)
prolly should invest on a flute myself.
but like so waste $$ ar
since no chance to play in a band liao
or at least i dun thnk i hav the time to
should invest on more useful things ba
wait till i do hav loads of extra $$$ nowhere to spend dan buy
hehehe

oh man
work and sch again!!
where is my break!!!
T-T

(hope everything is well.)

2009-11-15T00:56:00.002+08:00

pause commented today tat i quite some time nv update my blog le
so yeah
here i am
putting up a post now since got nth to do
else if vacant too long later all those spiders out there will migrate here le
haha!
gan dong ba pause
putting up a post coz of u lehz
haha!
ok la.
not so wei da
been wanting to blog since like....
2wks ago?
juz kinda lazy to log into blogger nia
=P
hmmmm
lets see wat i did for the past few wk
ehhh
actually oso can't rem le.
hahaha!
guess should be spent it so commonly and boringly ba
tat's y can't rem anything
can only rem i went for a marathon on i think last last sun?
(ya. tat's the time i've been wanting to blog till now. O_O)
wah.
tat day really.
almost dieded lo.
the night b4 went out wit paue, linda, farhan, jiu jiu and ana
till quite late ba
bout 2+ dan reach home?
by the time i'm on bed already bout 3am le ba
but terrible thing is i can't get to slp at all
whole night felt as if i didn't slp lo
dan morn woke up at 530am to prepare for the marathon
YES
i actually went for a marathon la
i myself oso can't really believe tat.
haha!
5km
and i completed it without being the last.
hohoho!!
dun think i nv run hor
i did ok~
thou after tat few days my legs ache like duno wat
haha
dan tat day after finish the marathon bout 10 i think
reach home rest and slp abit
bout i think 2 or 3 like tat?
went to meet chanel they all to study
haha!
oso dun rem whether i studied or not ar
like hav like dun hav
as in whether those things i studied got go into my mind not
after studying..
still went shopping wit bie
haha!
i really think i very power ar
=PP
think tat's all for my more significant event ba
seriously can't rem much liao
apart from the everyday hell-like studying
forever trying to keep myself awake in lesson
but in the end still fall asleep
until i oso duno really wana care liao
oh my.
so terrible
tsk
hmmm
today.
haiz
initially meeting sarah to go shop for things de
in the end.
she had smth last min ba
so i'm left alone
tried finding ppl pei me go but haiz
can't
been kinda 'ranting' to pause at work juz now
on how hard it is to actually find ppl out
as in.
when u wana find ppl,
everyone seems to hav smth on
but when u're totally busy with things
everyone seems to be free
haha!
and it always made me realise how small my circle of friends actually are
iz always tat few
terrible me
haiz
ok la.
i know
iz my fault
so last min ask ppl out
ppl sure hav plans de ma
so...
shouldn't hav say anything too
jiu..
blame on myself ba
for not being independent enough to go out shopping alone
haiz
still dun understand how come ppl can go out shopping alone
not sian meh
feel so emo de lo
eeeks
oh well
shouldn't rant
in the end still found ppl to pei me ar
so....
i'm still considered quite blessed ba
^^
so yupz
shouldn't complain (thou. i dun think i'm complaining la. juz.. commenting? hehe)
tml going bie's party le
whee~!
haha!
wonder how it'll be
=DDD
november.
another bday mth
thou not tat terrible
haha!
hope my pocket de hole not tat big la
^^

sarah,
take care ar
hope u're alright.
=)))
can't really say much but.
yupz
anything call me ba
i'll render my 101% service to u de.
^^
*sayng*

(xmas coming. and soon iz new yr! =DDD)

2009-10-23T02:55:00.002+08:00

i'm suppose to update.
so ya
updated
haha!

been having lunch myself these days
aren't as bad as i thot
^^
thou still feel kinda lonely la.
time still pass slowly
oh well.
needa get use to it
=)

things aren't going any better
i wonder if iz coz of myself
if i'm gone.
will things be better for u?
prolly.
iz really time
been thinking bout it so many times
but still stayed
was hoping that things will get better
but.
iz prolly my own naive thinking afterall
or izit myself thinking too much?

(it shatters whenever i'm ignored.)

2009-10-07T01:08:00.002+08:00

ok.
i'm updating
haha!
hmmmm
juz wana say...
take care ppl!!
the cough bug seems to be around these days
ppl around me are getting sick
hiyo~
take care take care hor
aren't any better today for me too
duno izit coz too many bbtea + cake + sweets
and fast food
in the end having slight sore throat
and i'm having a runny nose now
tsk
iz like halfway thru class suddenly my nose run away
dan my friend was like "the class very cold meh?"
lol
haiz
so in the end even bbtea and sweets doesn't work much
got even worst
not even doze off wit my eyes open
i'm like half listening to the lesson
dan when wana take down notes
ming ming jiu rem wat i wana write de
in the end write halfway and knock off for tat millisec of slp
when 'wake up' see wat i wrote,
iz crap
totally no link
terrible thing is i can't rem wat i wana write liao
haiz
and since i'm sitting on the front row
i suppose the lecturer actually saw me doze off quite a few times
haha!
=PPP
prolly...
iz time to slp early le
hehehe
and wat am i doing now?
shoo~!
go slp!!
tsk tsk
(oh man. acct tml. ahhhh!!!!)

(wat's u and i?)

2009-10-03T02:06:00.002+08:00

before i start...

Happy Birthday JieYing!!!! =DDD

haven been blogging much these days
haha!
am so not coping well wit sch
haiz
getting lazier
i'm so dead man
all all all i dun understand
and everytime in class
i'm nearing to falling asleep
bth ar
so many words
O_o
but ok la
manage to make friends there
they're quite nice
=D
or at least they are now la
wonder how will things be later wit them
haha!
hmmm
life hav been quite boring
either sch, work or home.
so...
nth much to update too la hor
oh!
went out shopping wit yeo and yh last sun
=DDD
bought loads of things
but they're not mine
haiz
all bday prezzie
T-T
spent alot ar
pocket big big hole le
O_O
mood haven been nice these days
need some retail therapy
oh!
and my clothes tat i ordered online like duno how long ago FINALLY arrive!
wheee~!
got new clothes to wear le
thou not much
but at least iz smth
haven been able to get any clothes while shopping out these days
tsk
am trying to gain weight
very ji1 ji2 de eat supper everynight
hopefully can gain back and increase a lil more
hehehe
dan soon i'll be able to fit into those clothes
=DDDD

so fast 1 yr le
we're all busy wit our things
and iz nearing 2 yrs now too
iz juz 2 yrs ago when i hav them both
and now they're gone
wonder how are they now up there
^^

so random
haha!

i forgot tat goldfish live in a small fish bowl
with prolly no one else except herself
fishes out there doesn't know her existance
neither do they care
and lil goldfish is always in her own world
who says goldfish hav short memory of things
how do u know iz nt tat the goldfish herself chose to not rem things
come to think of it
wat's there to rem bout when u're living in a fishbowl
wherever u swim to
iz the same
putting lil goldfish in a smallfish bowl
u may think she likes it
and is happy with the environment u gav her
but how do u know she is
u can't even speak to her
prolly she's nv happy at all
u know goldfish wants u to care for them more?
but u prolly doesn't even giv her a look after some time
but 1 gd thing about her
she has a short lifespan
shorter dan me
haha!

(i'm better off dead)

2009-09-21T03:58:00.002+08:00

finish 1 wk (aka 4 days) of sch le
still...
alright ba
those some lessons kinda blur
hope can catch up ba
haiz

went for a wedding dinner juz now
iz TERRIBLE man
tsk
was held at a country club
the service there was bad
i mean the staffs in the ballroom
not that they giv us those 'black-face' attitude
in fact they're quite friendly
juz tat..
hmmmm
their system i suppose?
or the way they do things
so slow lehz
u know we waited for 1.5hr and iz only the duno 4th or 5th plate nia
and iz already bout 1030pm liao
dinner started late as usual
at around 830++pm i guess
oh man
how come ppl juz can't be punctual for wedding dinner
tsk
and dinner ended at 12midnight
*faint*
SO LATE lo
end so late jiu suan le
the ppl serving there
hai~
u know ar
they keep the plate can keep halfway dan run away to duno where
after tat like totally forget bout it
until i ask them to change for me
dan they juz change 2 jiu gone liao
the remaining ones juz leave there
O_O
dan ar
when serving the shark fin
coz we needa add 2 more bowls
so the person juz bring in bowl without spoon
still nvm
but when they keep ar
they took away my spoon AND my another bowl
apart from the one tat contained my shark fin
and i became spoonless and bowless for the rest of the dinner
(tat's juz the 2nd dish nia lehz)
dan when nearing the end
suppose to serve desserts le
dan quite a number of guests went off liao (so late le lo)
dan those dumb waiter or watever de
the actually took the dessert to tables where there's NO guest
and leaving my table out
we waited so long la
see tat waiter walk here and there to either empty table
or tables where ppl already hav their desserts
wth lo
so not organise
zzz
ppl ar
next time ur wedding dinner ar
pls be nice
serve all the food tgt
the waiting time was like hell today la
heng got bring small things to entertain myself
oh well
the dinner is over la
at least...
the bride and groom were quite gd looking (from far)
haha!
but like so fei hua ar
ppl always say
gals look the prettiest in their wedding
and yeah
makeup do does wonders
^^

(wat am i doing now)

2009-09-17T01:13:00.002+08:00

lesson is getting terrible
haiz
and iz juz the 1st lesson of every mod
T-T
almost slept in class wit my eyes open today
wonder if iz coz i'm too tired
or the lesson is simply boooorrrinnggg
at least the first 2 lesson still not TAT bad
today's one totally
CMI
and to think tat iz POA somemore
*faint*
i think i can juz die
hahaha!
was in class
and started to begin thinking
prolly...
i should hav taken sci
but....
think twice again
if i study sci
ít'll be alllll words
i think i'll faint in class too
haha!
so...
actually not much diff ar
haiz
well
hav their pros and cons la
since i've chosen tis
juz bear wit it ba
prolly it aren't tat bad afterall
yeah~
^^

(wat should i do?)

2009-09-15T00:52:00.002+08:00

first day of sch
aren't TAT bad.
class was still alright ba.
kinda like a recap on sec sch maths
can't believe i still needa learn algebra
*faint*
saw one familiar face there
haha!
thx god he still can at least rem tat i'm from RP
thou can't rem which class i'm from (doesn't really matter coz i can't rem too. haha!)
iz econs tml
wonder how it'll be like
even wonder more how am i even going to get to sch on time
haiz
still be a tough time for me le
sad
no more slp late wake late routine
lousy
oh man
not at a very nice mood now
oh well.
shall end
nite!

(maybe u should juz leave)

2009-09-04T11:02:00.000+08:00

haven been feeling very well since ytd
smth wrong wit my stomach i think
prolly should visit the doc
but...
kinda lazy
haha!
oh man
my house is going to add on a dog
ah!!!!!
from fish to hamster
dan to cat
now a dog
wat's going to come next?
a dino?
zzz
iz getting bigger
haiz
whole family seems very excited bout tis idea
me too
but...
i juz wan specific dogs
and it juz so happen tat
somehow those tat i'm interested in,
none is
i like those wit long long hair
fat looking ones
they kns,
wana choose those super short hair
very thin looking ones (coz it require super low maintainence)
*faint*
SO UGLY can!!!
T-S-K!!!
ok, maybe they're not tat ugly
but i juz duno howww to appreciate them
haiz
i'm so going to outcast tat dog if it isn't any cute
hmph!!!
lucky tml not working
prolly juz tag myself along wit them to choose the dog
at least i get to make some noise bout it
=P
but....
still
not very interested in having an additional member into the family
haiz
i pity the dog

omg!
iz raining!!
ah!!!!
hope won't get heavier
i still needa go for work!!
omg~
AHHHHHH!!!
it IS getting heavier
O_O
y aren't i working at 2pm
tsk!

(lalala~)

2009-09-03T00:42:00.002+08:00

i'm beginning to think
did i make the wrong choice?
how come no one is supportive of me in tis decision
everyone is telling me that i should hav stuck with wat i am now
ppl around is telling me how bad a choice i've made
can someone tell me is that true?
the voices i here from everywhere
none were supportive at all
haiz
prolly i'll know the outcome of my choice few mths later
hope it isn't too late by then.
haiz

(prolly i'm unwanted)

2009-08-31T11:18:00.000+08:00

TSK!!
ma de
even blogger isn't in gd condition today
zzz
so piss off
dun understand why those ppl can't value family ties more
can't they use their big fat brain to think?
oh
they prolly dun even hav brain
zzz
nan de finally settled on one place le
WHY WHY WHY hav to reject
starting say tis
dun wan
dan fine lo
change
change to a place more suited for u de le
COMPLAIN again
TMD
our ultimate motive is juz to have the whole family gather more tgt
can't they understand?
zzz
always coz of them can't get to go here or there
WTH lo
u think so easy to plan meh
oso dun see u plan one urself
oh wait
not u dun plan one
is plan already le,
go liao come back
jiu start complaining on how terrible the trip was
zzz
such a wet blanket
ma de
dislike dislike them!!!
TSK
prolly ppl dun even care bout anything
but themselves
lousy ppl
zzzzzzzz

(disappointment!)

2009-08-29T01:32:00.002+08:00

juz back from mayday's concert
haha!
super high!!!
worth my $$ back
hehehe
now very shag
screamed
shouted
jumped
stand whole thru
hands lifted up whole thru (other dan some few min of rest)
now hands are aching
haha!
first time at a concert (other dan tat spop tat one which i totally dun count it as one)
fun
wonder when will be my 2nd time
and.
next time go concert
i wan the front seats!
else dun wan go.
hmph!!!
=PP

(828. i'm tonning at home)

2009-08-28T01:48:00.002+08:00

AHHHH!!!
SIAN
oh man
nth to do ar
jiu shi feel so so sian
omg.
how
i should be feeling happy
feeling excited
coz i'm going for mayday concert today!
coz i saw parasites today!
coz i'm not working today!
coz iz pay day today!
but..
even wit so many reasons
how come i jiu shi can't help feeling sian
haiz
like nth to do now
and yet i dun wan slp
wat should i do
been listening to mayday's song these days
and yet i can't seem to sing them without looking at the lyrics
T-S-K!
haiz
juz hope today will be a better day ba
prolly juz a lil shag from the whole wk of work
bahhh~~~
move move!!
fishy,
MOVE!!!
move ur butt out of the chair!!
hai~
i'm hungry
>.<
haha!
ok
abit random
but it also means tat my stomach is calling me to slp liao
hao ba
shall listen to it
lala~

(wat exactly it is)

2009-08-22T01:20:00.002+08:00

went home slightly earlier today
didn't wait for the others
felt kinda bad ar
but duno y
jiu prolly feeling kinda emo ba (dun ask me y, i duno)
gao zi bi
=.=
ok la.
not really emo
juz having those very sian mood
keep wanting to 'hai~'
haha!
or prolly coz these days been slping late (and i mean real late)
feeling kinda tired
hmmm
shall slp earlier today ba
see how ba
else...
oh well
nvm la.
tml will be a better day de (i hope)
^^
juz pray hard can end on time tml
hungry wana eat ar
>.<
on a slightly lighter note
wed saw scabies!
under microscope
hehehe
at least iz something out of the normal routine
happy~

been waiting for the letter
no news at all
prolly i'm unwanted
haiz
oh well
shall see ba
*sighhhhh*

(me being indecisive made me decided on tis)

2009-08-12T00:38:00.002+08:00

haven been blogging for quite some time le ba
won't say iz very long thou
but ppl hav been complaining tat i dun update
hmmmm
prolly ba
seeing some spiders passing by
trying to see if tis will make a gd place to settle down
haha!
life is still
as usual
boring
routine
sian~
been thinking
bout tis and tat
my life
haiz
iz in a mess
not here not there
haven get my letter yet
i'm dead
muz be tat the schs dun wan me le
hai~
am feeling so stagnant
nth moves
doing the same thing everyday
i'm bored
i need some life
i.....
haiz
duno how to express
nvm
forget it
juz let me rot to my death

(u're such a terrible person)

2009-07-12T23:34:00.002+08:00

trala~!
haha!
haven been blogging for quite some time le
duno how to start liao
hehe
been busy celebrating bdays tis mth
yeah
mine and friends
had my first ever bday party
and..
yup
was fun and memorable
celebrated it wit my couzie since our bday is side by side
and we're both turning 21 tis yr!
=DDD
hmmm.
guess tis will be my first and last party ba
haha!
initial plan of the party was to celebrate wit my relatives only
and prolly a few of my friends ba
so only invited my workplace de friends
coz wana hav seperate celebrations wit diff grp of friends
but..
haiz
due to some things
in the end i added a few more friends ba
so yeah
thx so so soooo much to u all who turned up even in such a super last min (and i really mean super) notice
and oso special thx to sarah and jy who came to help me deco!
love u all loads
and oso to those ppl i nv invite de
i'm so so soooo sorry
coz the invitation wasn't planned any b4 hand
totally last min one
so yeah
we can go out one day tgt de
^^

today and ytd was celebrating bdays wit my dearies
=DDD
ytd was mine
had a totally COLD bday celebration
haha!
went snow city to play
and
coz we're in a grp so quite fun ba
^^
but after tt i think all tired le
haha!
dinner was kinda
hmmm
boring?
ya
coz left we 4 (min, ccs, bie and me)
dan we're all too tired to really talk much ba
haha!
and for today
was celebrating sam's bday
she requested for lan gaming
so yupz
went to play left 4 dead (izit tis name?)
quite a nice game
but guess i oso hav motion sickness ba (from wat min describe)
was feeling super breathless when the game ended
and i sux at the game
haha!
was only a lil better at being a boomer
hahaha!
after tat went to eat dinner le
in kuriya
a jap restaurant in shaw centre
food was.....
EX
haha!
but ok la
once in a while (tis mth like alot of tis kinda once in a while le. haha!)
meet sam's friends too
find one of them kinda weird
but jiu shi can't describe how weird tat person is
=P
presented sam wit the gifts (cue stick + card) and jelly
haha!
hope jelly is still edible
terribly made lo
should try making more jelly next time
so tt at least it won't be tat terrible when i make it for ppl next time (if there is)
so yeah
tat kinda ended the day's celebration
i know the activities sounded short but ok la
still took us the whole day

oh ya!!!
thx u ppl for the prezzie!!
^^
=DDDDDD
i totally love them
LOADS LOADS LOADS
^^
thxie my dear flautist for the bikini (thou i doubt i'll wear it)
and of coz the bk, the shirt, etc
was so nice of u 3 to actually giv it to me in 2 seperate times
thxie my dearies (u know who u are) for the spa voucher
we find one day go tgt
okok??
^^
and the cards! the love letters!
=DD
they're sweet
i totally love them
thxie pause and mistress too!!
giving me so so much
i love the giftsssss tat u gave me
the blusher, the necklace, the BIG specs, the bag and the card
i like them alll
^^
thxie uncle and meiting (thou i doubt they see tis)
for getting/finding the plant
haha!
i know iz weird but..
yeah
i like it too! (duh~ i requested for tat ok~)
juz hope tat the plant won't die in my care
ohoh
and the cookies too!
^^
lastly..
thxie to u ppl for the bday wishes
i'm blessed
haha!

oh man
tis mth still haven end
T-T
how come ppl are all born around tis mth
*faint*

(OMG! i'm 21!! O-L-D)

(i duno wat i wan. prolly not u)

2009-06-30T00:02:00.002+08:00

i'm..........
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
(haiz. i duno)

(prolly should juz emo in one corner)

2009-06-22T01:24:00.002+08:00

went out to celeb min's bday ytd
had fun there
=DDD
oh.
hav to thx pause so so much for willing to change shift wit me
i know she dun like to check pending
wonder hows pending ytd
hmmm
anyway
went to meet min they all at city hall
thot i'm the latest la
in the end...
hai~
not the earliest
but oso not the latest
haha!
but ok la
we all hav our dear reasonable reasons to be late
met min's dear carrot for the first time
quite a nice guy
=)
ate buffet at a jap restaurant (think iz called hanabi restaurant)
was...
alright ba
haha!
price oso...
hmm
not bad
lol
didn't really eat much
but ok la
filling enough
not long after bie came le
wit min's prezzie
hehe
made a photo album for her
think tat's the only thing i can think of to giv her le ba
i dun hav tat much budget like her bf to buy her ex ex things ar
so yeah
hope she reallly like it ba
and yeah
loads of claps to bie
*clap clap clap times a million*
the album really quite nice
hehe
i personally like it alot
after dinner went nearby de Loof to chill out
met sam and her bf b4 going
so yeah
over there ccs presented min wit her prezzie
a laptop! (he muz hav save up for quite some time i guess)
so sweet of him to buy her tat and of coz
plan everything for her
(ya. how i wish there's ppl planning everything for me and all i hav to do is turn up. haha!)
sam oso presented to her a homemade mango cake
which sy claimed to cut the mangos for hrs
O.o
lol
so in the end i think i'm the one who contributed the least
haiz
terrible me
T-T
oh well
dan we had our hmmm
flashlight fights?
ok.
maybe not our coz i'm not very involved since i dun hav cam wit flash (didn't bring cam as bro took it for camp)
so yeah.
was crazily taking pics of each other here and there wit flash on
haha!
dun ask me wat's nice to play on tat
i oso duno
but iz fun seeing them play
hehehe
anyway
after loof went to another bar at raffles hotel there
freeflow of penuts
haha!
and we get to throw them everywhere
so yeah~
there goes our peanut fight
=DDDD
we're thinking all along if ccs and sy were having some ai mei guan xi ar
whole thru keep staring at each other
*ahem ahem*
lol
so yeah.
after the fight at the bar (i think iz called long bar? or duno wat de)
jiu go home le
=DDD
hmmm
think i drank quite abit ytd ar
when eating the jap food they duno y
go order the sake
so got drink 1 lil cup (iz really a very lil one)
and the sake was terrible
eeee
y ppl will like
omg~
after tat in loof
the drink me and bie ordered
hmmmm
i personally dun really like it
but bie find it ok
haha!
me like the others de drinks more (manage to try abit of each) =PP
but in the end i oso finish up our own drink la
dan went to the other bar
oso ordered drinks
haha!
tis time 2 cups only
both was nice~~
=DDD
and...
hehe
i oso finish the one me and bie shared
=P
in the end bie compliain how come i always drink finish the last mouth de
so..
didn't i say we order 2?
the other one
hehe
tis time i asked b4 i finish them up
iz been quite some time since i last touch alcohol le
lucky those drinks dun hav high %tage of alcohol
so yeah
still awake
=))
anyway
they're really quite a fun bunch of ppl
seems quite nice to hang out wit
hehe
oh ya!
those drinks
all paid by carrot (tat's y i said he's nice)
felt kinda bad ar
think find a chance return him hao le ba
he dun seems to be working
so...
not tat gd
yeah~
^^
hmmm
next is my bday le
wonder wat's going to happen
dun think it'll be tat fun
as i dun hav ppl to plan so nicely for me afterall
haha!
but still hope iz memorable ba
^^

today..
went out for a while to PS
mama and relatives bought necklaces for me
haiz
the necklaces are nice la
jiu..
ex lo
kinda regreted having them buy the necklace for me
if only i can rem
dan i prolly would hav own a GPS now
haiz
now hav to save up to buy one le
well
i dun think i'll be needing it soon anyway
but u nv know de
so yeah
since now the necklace is bought le.
i'll make sure i wear them everyday
to worth it back
haha!
(my logic)

anyway
for my bday
^^
i know u ppl eyeing for wishlist rite?
i'm very sry to say but i can't produce anything out
coz wat i wan is too ex le
somemore they're juz wat i wan
not really needing them anyway
so yeah
tis time...
hav to make u ppl squeeze more brain juice out and kill more brain cells le
juz for tis once ba (i promise there's no next time)
think of wat u can get for me
smth tat i'll like
and be glad to hav (i'm so hard to pls. zzz)
best is it can at least last for some amt of yrs so tat i can still rem it
(i'm juz saying if best la. else.. ya lo. u can ignore the best if u can't find anything lasting)
but!
no jewelleries ok?
i got enough of it le
i dun hav so much place to wear it
=DD
and
dun try surprising me at my house
i dun welcome guest
lol
(coz u nv know i'm not home and u pop by with me not at home. not gd ar. thou i duno if i'll even be out tat day. haa!)
=P
i know i'm troublesome.
but juz tis once can?
coz i swear i duno wat i wan
not tat i wana make things difficult
=))

(i'm such an unimpt person)

2009-06-14T00:09:00.002+08:00

juz came back from RPWS concert
ya i know
yet another concert
but hiya
nvm bout tat la
jiu....
the concert itself is not bad lo
the last 2 piece was quite gd
the front few jiu
can't really concentrate so nv really listen
lol
coz.
ppl behind me are SUPER noisy
so piss off wit them
and iz the first time (tat i can rem so far)
staring at ppl and diao him
iz a whole grp of ppl la
tat guy is juz a lil unlucky to get chosen by me
^^
dan after tat still got some noise
dan i juz TSK lo
but...
apparently i'm sitting in front of them
sound travel front
soooo
duno they hear it not
but the 2 beside me definately hear tat
and tat's the first time i did tat too
juz for them lo
tsk
duno y are they even there got the concert
so rude
talking so loud while the band is playing
wonder they're there to listen or to talk
zzz

(the readings aren't tat accurate afterall)

2009-06-06T01:47:00.002+08:00

recently...
duno wat am i doing online
seems to hav nth to do le
tired
haiz
oso duno wat's the point of blogging now
like..
nth to blog?
yeah~
oh well
got to know tis new gal from sero
1 yr younger (tis so tell me tat i'm growing older)
prolly like wat uncle said
muz hav scared her le
first time talk to her jiu ask her wan go eat dinner wit us not
abit over friendly rite?
iz always the beginning tat's harder
but nvm ba
break ice le jiu....
should be ok liao?
and haiz
she's another libra
how come my life hav been evolving around librians recently
juz my dear work place and i know of 4
*faint*
prolly our dear manager/HR loves libra ppl alot
or u nv know
he/she is a libra too
haa!
there's tis new gal who oso join quest recently
so....
unfriendly
tsk
smiled at her and yet she juz gave me a cold look
wat's ppl these days becoming?
all so unfriendly
does it even hurt to juz giv a smile?
i dun require it to be a super big/wide smile wit ur teeth shining at me
juz a small one will do
all u need to do is exercise a few of ur facial muscles to tilt ur lips up
is tat so hard?
zzz
u might think prolly she's in a bad mood or didn't see it
WHICH
i thot so too when mistress told me the same thing
but after experiencing it myself
i know its not
even pause gav her a super wide smile today (yes. i told pause to giv her widest & brightest smile)
and from wat pause say
she only smile a lil
and i THINK i heard from mistress tat her lips are originally tilted up slightly (prolly i'm wrong)
so...
yeah
u can get it
i'm so so condemning her
TSK!!
tat's y i rather make friends wit wen lin (yeah my new friend de name) dan her
at least she's friendly enough to return me a smile
hmph!
and i think tat's oso partly y i wana make friend wit her ba
me like friendly ppl
=)))
bahhh~~
i'm so choosey
but i hav the rite to choose
iz MY friend afterall
^^
ok.
i ended up writing a whole chunk when i juz complained of nth do blog.
contradicting me....

(now mistress hav someone to eat dinner wit her le =DD)

2009-05-26T02:31:00.003+08:00

=DDDDD
*smiles*
fish is in a super happy mood today
*beams*
^^

did culture today
wasn't tat bad
had ppl helping me
happy~
tml night need to teach the student le
omg~
wat should i do!!
O_O
i'll prolly juz die there
haha!

coming mth doing sun le
abit sian ar
but well
tis day will come de
haiz
watever la
juz pray hard my sun goes nice and well
^^

i'm still happy~
hahaha!

(=DDDDDDDDDDDDD)

2009-05-25T00:48:00.002+08:00

omg.
iz not even 1am now.
and i'm feeling as if iz 2+am le lo
(juz now was worst. haven even reach 12am and i thot iz 2+am le)
prolly too use to the after work
finish show dan come online which is bout 1am
went out today to get the flu vaccination jab
was quite scared of taking the jab de
so thinking of backing out
but like abit no choice ar
since i'm already there le
jiu go for it lo
was so so scared la
dan so sway kana diff room wit mistress and uncle
i'm by myself!
T-T
but ok la
thou still as wat i expected but...
prolly jiu shi coz i expected it le
it wasn't TAT bad
thou still a lil pain
hehe
after tat went jurong pt wit mistress and uncle
was kinda surprise tat uncle agreed to come along
but guess we kinda bore him ba
haha!
jurong pt is really quite big
but far too
wonder when will be the next time i visit tat place
lol
it'll be a busy wk
going here and there
sianz
i'm in no mood for anything

(no sweets in sight)

2009-05-16T23:35:00.002+08:00

hmmm
realise recently
i duno how to jiang3 zhong4 dian3 (talk on the main point)
no wonder last time eng compre my summary can nv score
should hav realise tat so much longer
haha!
iz so hard to tell ppl the main point of a story myself
i'll end up telling u the whole story
sometimes
talk so much they might not even be the main point
lol
i'm terrible
someone,
help me pls

(so wat's my main point?)

2009-05-14T02:46:00.002+08:00

boss today was terrible
tsk
instead of being a help
it became more of a troublemaker
zzz
we're already soooo short handed already
and yet she still hav to stir up trouble for us
thinking tat oh we got sooo many time in the world
unlike her
forever busy (duno with wat)
was so irritated tat i didn't helped wanted to help anymore
go back to my own bench do my own things
haiz
i totally appreciate tat she actually wanted to help
but it seems tat it turned up not to be of any help at all
and tt's always the case
zzzzz
how come whenever morning shift is short handed
there will always a afternoon shift to cover up for morning
but when afternoon shift is lack of staff
no one will be called from the morning to cover up for the afternoon
and we always hav to struggle ourself for the lack of staff
i can only say
she prolly think too highly of us
boss
they're always the one making ur life at work terrible
and not the work itself
hai~
may god bless me next wk when i'm back at urine bench
even if i'm to struggle by myself (not very possible thou)
doubt i'll wan any help from her ever again
prolly as a friend she'll be quite a nice one
but definately not as a boss
tsk

(i'm too realistic)

2009-05-05T01:25:00.002+08:00

so now i suddenly got a off day tis mth
next next wk i think
tue
anyone free wan go out???
hehe
majiam kana force to take off lo
tsk
forget it
if anyone wana go out tat day tell me ba
i'm free~~
hehehe

went out wit colleagues on sat night
was...
not bad la
haha!
wanted to watch movie de
but in the end the show no seats le
went for dinner at pastamania
so happy
i finish the whole baked rice by myself!
hehehe
first time
=P
so proud of myself now (=.=)
after dinner went to take neoprint
haha!
iz been sooooo long la
somemore got a auntie (=X) taking wit us
like so weird
dan after tat use pause de cam to take our own shots
10 photos continuously wit 2 sec interval
so candid lo
after neoprint we actually went for pool
haha!
oso something which i haven been doing for duno how long
go there oso feel quite weird
coz iz like see the ppl there
alot of young ppl
dan we're hmmm
wit a auntie?
haha!
ok la
i know i'm bad to call ppl auntie
but really ar
jiu look a lil out of place kind
and...
my pool sux
haiz
(to min) we should go play often
okok?
=DDDD
~~was a lil irritated when i ask if we're still going out~~
and the reply from EVERYONE is 'anything'
how come they're the one who initially say wana go out de
in the end i'm the one kinda like deciding whether we are going out or not
tsk
'anything' isn't a very gd word to use
pls sometimes make a decision
instead of saying anything
there's surely something tat u wanted to do more
prolly not everytime
but sometimes
rite?
haiz

sun
went out wit my flautist gals
shopping again
i'm terrible
haha!
manage to buy something
so....
not tat bad la
^^
seems like we are all going to study tis yr
or are we?
lol

hmmm
wonder if i'll still be going out tis coming sun/sat not
like hear no news lehz
haiz

(iz ok to think too much ba. at least u know ur brain is working. =.=)

2009-05-01T22:28:00.005+08:00

been listening to tis super junior song these days
keep hearing them on tv ar
think iz....
not bad
haha!
prolly coz keep listening
tat's y the song keep ringing in my head ar
u can try listen ba.
really not bad
if dun like the song
can look at the guys too la
they're quite cute
haha!

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dan realise
the thingy too long
will block the tag board
haha!
so now trying to increase the spacing
so tat it'll be lower
haha!
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(starry starry)

2009-05-01T01:40:00.002+08:00

hot topic now
swine flu
hai~
from mon to now
4 days
alert raised from green to yellow and now to orange
now hav to wear mask in lab liao
so sian lo
coz of it my nose is growing another pimple
predicted to be a big fat one again
haiz
dan still hav to learn tat wat 7 steps of hand washing
haha!
better not rise any further ar
i dun wana end up wear the full gear thingy
so troublesome!
tsk
juz the mask alone jiu very troublesome le lo
ear pain too
>.<
wonder how long tis will last
haiz
but oso nice la
an experience
haha!
not everyone get to wear the full protective gear de (thou iz totally nth to be proud of. =.=)
these days weather oso not gd
ppl are getting flu too
normal ones
hope they'll take care ba
^^

hmmm...
wat u'll do on may 1 (which is today)?
decided to stay at home (ok. partly oso no one date me. T-T lol)
charge my eye power
hehe
need them on sat for the dumbo kova
hai~
few wk le still can't get use to it
slowwww
tsk

oh man
i sooooo love my mistress
she totally help to brighten up my day
can prolly even last for...
i duno
few days?
haha!
=DDDDD

(iz ur smile)

2009-04-23T01:11:00.002+08:00

audit in micro is finally over
haha!
so scary
but lucky
nv got ask by anyone for anything
=DD
can see our dear boss very scared ar
esp when the auditor say will pick anyone to demo the PHC
she quickly tell us wat to do
think she almost wana box me when i can't differiate isomorphic and dysmorphic in the microscope
=P
but iz true tat i nv use tat microscope to see the cells b4 ma
so can't blame me ok~
=X
in the end got call ppl to demo not oso not sure la
coz i'm inside~
haha!
iz strange y no one wana audit on stool
not tat i very much wanted to be audited on
juz wondering....
izit coz stool too smelly le
so those ppl dun wana come audit it
haha!
ok
kinda impossible
anyway
thou i've zero effort put in
but still happy~~
didn't get and non-conformance
juz some observations
and was told tat we're so far of a higher quality lab dan other pri labs
but oso dun see the pay oso of higher quality
prolly they should giv more incentive
dan the work quality will oso go higher
=P
thou audit in micro over le
overall audit still not over
sooo
still hav to be careful ba
may god bless us
haha!

iz soooo sweet of mistress to buy me things even when she's on leave
totally got a surprise
coz the things are not there when open the locker in the afternoon
and during dinner time
tada~!
iz there!
the yi qie wan mei vcd and bbtea!!
thx so so much mistresss!!!
love ya loads! <3
so nice of her to come down pass me the things
=D
mistress
muz have fun when u're in redang ok?
i'll allow u to not think of me during tat few days (eh, ok. prolly think abit la. =PP)
juz enjoy urself jiu hao
dun even rem tat singapore even existed
hehe
like tat dan can fully enjoy
BUT
come back le muz repay back the time which u didn't miss me ar!!
and and.
hope ur journey there is well ba
the looong bus journey
bring more food!
hehe
so yupz
juz hav fun~~!
^^

(ur eyes are nv on me)

2009-04-20T01:03:00.002+08:00

weather these days are terribly HOT
not even having the fan blowing straight at me helps

been home the whole day watching show
non stop
boring~

audit coming
may god bless me
and pray hard no one sense my presence starting tue

mistress going redang soon
sad
days without her would be...
lifeless
haiz

pimple crisis still not over yet
i'm horrible
freak
T-T

(i'll be eating sweets again starting tis moment)

2009-04-16T01:11:00.002+08:00

TMD!!!!
AHHHHH!!!!

pek chek ar
kova kova kova!
who's the idiot who invented tat
making my life soooo hard now
T-S-K!!
iz forever 36 squares to read
wbc, rbc, ec
so hard to count lo
read until eyes going drop out le
spent at least 1 hr (or prolly much more) on a rack la
omg~~
y wana change to tis dumb system!
should really call our dearie bosses to exp it once ar
dun need much
i think juz tat 1 single rack is enough to make her go mad le
someone (from the top) even ask me if tis method is faster
=.=
gave him a very wu2 nai4 look
really duno wat to say ar
they save 5min on spinning
but there i am spending bout 5 min more on each reading
somemore so many pos
and today's sample is juz avg lo
and we got full force for tat bench
if one day got alot more and we only got like 3 person?
dan wat
i need to read until 1am?
so time consuming
tsk
oso duno y wan so accurate for wat
i doubt the docs oso wana know the exact amt
oso nt like they know oh got 40 rbc
dan the diagnosis will be diff from the one who has 39 rbc
zzz
waste ppl time
if one day (choy~!) i end up wearing specs
tis will definately be the cause
haiz
wonder how will my tml be like
may god bless me

i wana go overseas!!
T-T
i know i juz got my break not very long ago
but i wan another one again!!
>.<
say june?
let me go taiwan again
prolly for some retail therapy?
hehe
or hk?
or or.....
i duno
somewhere~
but i got another prob
i've got a super tight budget
haha!
prolly going malaysia will do
lol
like i always say
$$$$ pls drop from sky

(u are a blinking star)

2009-04-14T01:27:00.002+08:00

finally got a day to slack at home
haha!
happy~
was home whole day watching shows
=P
how i wish mon will nv come
but it still came
haiz
stresssss~~~
no more motivation for work le
T-T
the laughters tt i once hear so frequently
gone~
wonder when will i hear them again
now everyday going to work is juz sian
my motivations
they kinda ended every since tat incident happen
don't understand y would things end up like tis
caught in between
felt worst
nth seems to help
yyyy?????
even crying doesn't help at all (well, i'm a terrible crybaby as always)
i didn't do tat coz í'm angry
neither izit coz i've got no company for dinner (tat so sounds like a kid =P)
i'm juz...
disappointed
disheartened
to be simple,
SAD
don't understand how come things will go tis way
blaming myself so much for not being able to do anything
wonder when will things go back to wat it was
is a deadline of 4mths too long?
or izit too short?
or will things be better after tis wk?
prolly being inside facing those shit is better dan out
at least i'm by myself
hav bout 3/4 of the time to myself
thinking only bout how smelly those shit will be and not on other things
everyday pass by wit me thinking on when will things be better
but they seem to stay tis way everyday
prolly one day i'll juz get use to it instead of things getting better
or...
u nv know i'll juz end up in IMH
ya~
prolly
since i've got such low lvl of stress handling
iz so much easier if things were to happen on myself instead
at least i can do something
but now i can't
or at least i duno how to
lousy me
hai~
u nv know i'll nv ""live"" to see those laughters again ba
T-T
oh ya.
so sry to those whom i've bothered so much on
xin ku ni men le
i know i'm irritating
but still,
thx for it
^^

boooohooooo~~
my face is infested by PIMPLES!!!
T-T
getting worst and worst!!
needa watch my diet le
no more tidbits!!!
but they're everywhere
ever existing
and the amt seems to be increasing
sobzz
i wana eat!
haiz
for the sake of my already-so-terrible face
muz ren~!!!!
hai~
prolly those unseen stress is contributing to the pimples too
should try to go into a state of mindless mind (=.=)
haha!
think bout nth
BLANK
and more fruits!
yeah~
jia you!!
if u see me eating any sinful things
pls STOP me!!!
esp those under the tidbits category
choco & fried category oso needa stop me too
(ya. dan i'll prolly giv u reasons on y i should eat. so! u muz outtalk me! yeah~ =P)

(no more sweets tis wk. T-T)

2009-04-11T02:07:00.002+08:00

i concluded
the com simply doesn't like me
tried to on the com tis morning b4 going out
was loading halfway and it hanged
wasn't able to switch on anymore
later reach home
ask my bro if he used the com
he said he hav been using it for quite a loooong time
and everything seems normal
zzz
i dun understand wat i've done to the com to make it dislike me so much ar
y muz like tat treat me
tsk
fine
i'm trying hard to not touch the com now
hai shi my laptop nice
still working well
=DDD

went out wit bie, min and sam today
iz been long since we 4 go out le ba
esp sam
almost half a yr nv see her le
still.
they're the best!
^^
went to minds cafe for the first time
was fun ar
haha!
should go there often
okok?
min's laughter is forever tat loud
omg~
so pai sae to sit beside her (thk god i'm not =P)
play a whole 4 hrs with those board games there
so fun~~~~
after tat went loiter around clark quay
chatted
nice talking with them
iz nv enough
^^
tis time i rem to take pics le
but iz mostly toilet pics
coz tt's the best place to take pic le ar
haha!
outside u're like contantly moving
else jiu shi too dark le
did thot of taking pics while sitting along the sg river
but i scared later my cam drop into the river ar
haha!
so ya lo
didn't take
somemore so dark
dun think the pics will be nice anyway
hehe
uploaded some of them on facebk le (iz so much faster and easier to upload there)
if u're ever interested
go there see ba (by the time u see tis entry. guess u would hav seen tat le)
thou iz nth much
all zi pai pics
haha!
but so happy~
i FINALLY hav their photo in my album le
hehehe
was complaining tat i dun hv their pics in my facebk la
and they got soooo lil (or nearing to zero) pics in their acct of me
how can
muz tell ppl tat they're mine!
so they won't snatch.
hehe!
:X

hmmm
juz a random qns
wat u plan to do on ur 21 bday?
hehe

i'm haunted by PIMPLESSSSSSS!!!
T-T
shoo shoo!!
go away!!
haunt other ppl!!

(it'll be a loooong wk. haiz. i wan sweetsss)

2009-04-09T19:08:00.002+08:00

omg
HOW!!!
terrible day la!
hiyo~
now even my com wana play wit me
T-T
y muz like tis~~~
was using halfway and it got hang
now i can't even on it
wat's going on wit it
tsk!
i think i really can't touch com much
they'll die early
think they simply dun like me ba
ah!!!!
now wat do i dooooo
T-T
HELP HELP HELP!!!
ahhhhhh~!!!!!!
T-T

(i wana watch shows!!!!)

2009-04-04T02:05:00.003+08:00

iz friday
one more day and iz wkend
for jz tat one and only pathetic day
no plans
so u can book me for now.
haha!

read jy's blog
realise...
like her,
i miss playing flute too
miss those practices
miss performing
i wana play flute again!
T-T

how i wish time can juz stop here
not tat tis very moment is worth remembering or wat
juz tat...
i don't wish time to continue going on
iz so scary tat time don't wait
and u juz hav to continue wit things
wit life
doing things aimlessly
prolly like wat was told from the reading
i'm tired..
tired of life
can't find my point in living
aren't gd in anything
no goals
why do i live?
iz not tat i'm needed by anyone
everyone can juz exist without me.
so now wat am i doing for?
haiz
i duno
like i always say (or did i)
i think my family will exist so much better without my presence
oh
i'm juz feeliing so emo
ignore me pls

(i got scolded for the 2nd time...)

2009-04-01T01:34:00.003+08:00

did a mistake again.
haiz
should start praying again
thank god i'm 'graduating' from tis bench next wk
back to the very unglam (since when iz even glam) stool bench
haha!
and i'm there during the audit period too!
hehehe~
am so going to keep a super smelly bomb there
dan when the auditors come in
i'll open it
make sure iz so smelly until they dun dare come in
=DDDD

got tis SUPER unglam (wat's wit the constant use of 'unglam'. tsk) video on facebk la!
posted by uncle
tmd
thank god he removed it after constant threatening from us
else i think he'll die so much earlier
but still
surely got ppl see it le!
T-S-K! (pause new way of scolding. haha!)
he better be careful tml.
even for tat few min of video uploaded
we're gonna get our revenge!
hmph!

finally got my mp3
haha!
super super like it!
hehehe
they say it look like a phone ar
and i read le
i can somehow be use as a phone too
need to connect to ur actual phone la
duno how it works but dun care~
dun think i'll be using it anyway
=D

am extremely broke tis mth
sobz
$$$$
pls drop from sky~~

(i'm feeling crazy these days)

2009-03-28T02:26:00.002+08:00

i can't stop believing tat i'm simply dumb
always getting myself into trouble here or there
might be big or minor
but still trouble
how come no matter how careful i tried to be
i'm still not tat careful enough
think the word blur suits me loads
dumb suits me even better
and both adding up to a perfect combi for me
haha!
i'm prolly really not suited for sci ba
many ppl sure die in my hands de
with my luck
i can only say
may god bless them ba
lol
the aura in micro isn't very nice oso
hope it'll be over soon ba
^^
audit coming soon
so scary
think our dear hod muz be super stress le
esp wit ME tis kinda ppl
adding on to another ton of stress to her
haha!
everytime she'll say "when u free ar, pls ....... (do tis and tat)"
but how come she'll even get the idea tat we'll be free
when it reflects so clearly in our clockout time tat we're overtime
where does the free time even come for us to do those things
sometimes iz not we dun wan ba
is really not free ar
thou in a way it also comes down to whether we really wan or not la
(well. if we wan dan it means even more OT without $$$. tsk)
haiz
wonder how i'll survive the audit
pray hard miracle happen and somehow
the auditor simply can't sense my presence in the lab
or...
haven is nicer to me to let me get seriously ill
haha!
(i think the first one is a better choice =P)

(they're a bunch of aunties. dislike)

2009-03-27T00:33:00.003+08:00

glad tat my new skin is well like by u ppl
hehehe
went to meet sarah in the morning ytd
pei her go SSDC to book her FTT
the system there is sooooo slow lo
if waiting for the queue
iz written there need to wait for bout 2 to 3 hrs
dan the person at the reception told us can use the duno wat machine at lvl 2
in the end the machine oso no better
keep getting hang somewhere here or there
dan need to keep calling the ppl to restart
wasted a whole 1 hr there when i can complete it in say 5-10 min?
zzzz
they should really change the system la
else make it go online can
make things easier
hai~
hope when they move to woodlands the system is much better ba
after tat went for lunch le
was in the end kinda late for work
haha!
terrible
and oh man
felt so bad
wanted to buy for my mistress and pause bbtea de
in the end
so qiao both of them was drinking today
and mistress was even drinking the same flavour when i called la
>.<
pause lehz..
haiz
bought the wrong flavour
so sry!!
next time i'll take note de
oh ya.
on my way to work
met yan on the mrt
so qiao lo
and tat kinda brightened up my day
haha!
not tat iz very dark in the first place
juz feel tat iz so nice to actually meet someone on the train
so nan de lehz
and having ppl to acc me thru some of the journey
happy~
^^

finally signed up on facebk
after such a long struggle to no sign up for it
i still did
lousy me
anyway
iz quite interesting la
thou still seemed messy to me
but i still like looking at ppl's pic
here and there
haha!
iz nice
and omg~
the pics.
so unglam~
haiz
all from jy (i think)
but...
they really bring back memories from RPWS ba
=)))
i wana play flute!!!
T-T
wonder will i ever touch tis thing again
was also looking at other ppl's photo
and i caught some even MORE unglam pics la
from the time when i'm ultimately DARK
*faint*
thank god i'm not tagged
and pray hard i won't get tagged for those pics too
the ultimate hairstyle...
skin color...
lines....
baby fats-filled face
O_O
a very unglam past
thou i'm not very glam now to begin wit
but they're worst
haiz
still
they're very very nice memories
and i so thank them for giving me those unforgettable times
=DD
(aiyo facebk so dangerous. u nv know when i'll get tagged for ur very unglam pics and prolly everyone saw it even b4 u know it existed in ur acct. O_O)

(bahhh~ wkend is coming!)

2009-03-22T23:33:00.005+08:00

suppose to upload the pics
but gave up doing them
duno y
the pics doesn't seem to rotate to the correct side
no matter how hard i try to rotate and upload them
tsk
nvm la
can make do without the pics
u all juz hav lesser visual effect
prolly next time when i've gt the mood ba

went out wit couzies today
topone
sang a whole 7hrs of songs
and as usual
i kinda hogged the mic most of the time
haha!
i'm a terrible company
think they won't wana ask me along next time le
kinda scared them wit my usual shouting while singing certain songs
haha!
nvm la.
hav fun ma
^^
but kinda sian when so many song oso no one pei me sing
couzie sis was kinda sick too
haiz
ppl these day are falling sick
muz take care hor
=)))

i'm indecisive
thot i'd settle one something
and yet keep changing my mind
hai~
how come ppl can juz decide wit wat they wan
wat bout me?
spent mths to think on wat i wan
but still can't settle on smth
no matter how much i try to find out
still can't decide
oh man...
should juz go giv the wall a few bangs

was asked by couzie wat i wan for my bday tis yr
haha!
and i oso juz realise at tat time
tat i dun really hav something which i really wanted now
ok
other dan $$$
but tis kinda thing is abit duh~ de ar
so ya lo
like nth lehz
watever tat i wanted
i kinda bought them le.
so wat do i wan?
haiz
so i'm living without any hopes/wish
no wonder i feel so lifeless
tsk
oh ya...
i do hav 1
i wanted a big big surprise
but..
it can nv be fulfilled de ba
so ya lo
shalln't hope much for tat
nvm la.
like wat couzie said
i've got mths to decide wat i want for my bday
haha!
(tis sounds like a topic too early to talk bout. lol)

(wat do i wan?)

2009-03-19T00:40:00.002+08:00

not a very gd wk to begin wit
mon:
vomitted
feeling breathless
like again ar
haiz
think i muz hav scare them again
but iz actually quite nice to know tat ppl there are...
nice
haha!
at least they'll help me when i'm sick ar
within bout half hr time and all's done
i even thot i've rested for hrs
thx guys
and thx even more to my dear mistress! ^^
tue:
thot all's well but who knows
i'm down wit runny nose
feeling sick the whole day
kinda regretted going for work
iz terrible~~
and when i've finally decided to see a doc to see if there's any remedy
i met a super not-so-friendly looking doc
zzzz
go there see the doc
ask ask few qns
majiam i'm so wasting her time like tat
jiu finish le
the med tat she giv dun even help AT ALL la
TSK!
wat kinda doc is tis lo
i thot they're suppose to look nice and smile at u when u're sick (so tat u'll at least feel a lil better)
i so swear i'm not going to step into tat clinic again man
tsk!
such a waste of my time
when i tell her í'm having an allergy
and attempted to like tell her more
hoping tat she'll be able to identify wat's my allergy
or prolly tell me something useful
all she do is juz say
"oh. dan u avoid those dusty places."
"try not to go in and out too much from aircon places."
"u slp wit aircon on rite?"
i replied a "no", and all she do was continue wit wat she wana say
like nv hear tat i say i DUN slp wit aircon on (i dun even slp wit fan on sometimes =P)
zzz
she's like telling me things i know la!
and i'm so sure my allergy is not coz of cold lo
iz like helo..
in such a hot day
the sun shining like nobody's business
i haven even step into the aircon rm i'm already sneezing away
tsk.
forget it
since it'll be much better the next day (as always)
wed:
still wit thots tt everything will be alright?
nope
was down wit sore throat today
feeling is again terrible
prolly coz ytd too hungry
keep popping in those heaty food into my mouth
tat's the cause ba
and ya i know
i deserve it
haiz
wonder wat's going to happen tml.

met up wit couzie on sun for lunch
was once again kinda convinced by her to consider casino mgmt
haha!
i'm such a lousy person
few words and i'm tempted
tsk
1 yr...
haiz
shall see ba
after lunch wit couze
went to city hall to meet min
pulled her to acc me for IT fair
and wah
the fair is packed wit ppl
the process of getting into the exhibition hall is kinda hard
hav to squeeze my way thru
dun like
but for the sake of my mp3
i did it!
hehe
and yeah
manage to get my mp3 there
quite like it
haha!
the looks la
the functions..
wait till i get it le dan tell u how is it ba
=P
and yesh
i haven get it
currently no stock
hav to wait bout 2 wks
oh man..
quick~~
i wan my mp3!!
lol
oh.
and i happen to spot a 'new' gadget le
a GPS
haha!
bout $400 bucks for one
like not bad ar
at least the next time go out dun need to see ppl 'argue' left or right
and confirm won't get lost
hehe
but the whole thing actually looks quite ugly la
was hoping there's a prettier one
=P
finish squeezing went for dinner at marina sq
wit an addition of someone
ccs
first time really talk to him and all ar
not bad de person
haha!
(min happy wit tis comment? lol)

oh
and we manage to eat dinner (for juz tt once) wit miss yellow
haha!
not bad not bad
she's really quite a nice person
in a way
haha!
(and her actions are so like someone)
hope got more of tis kinda chance ba
b4 i'm gone~~
(i wonder when i'll be gone ar)

last last sun went out wit jy they all
tried to celeb sarah's bday
wanted to giv her a surprise but nvm
failed
ter went along too
thou duno how come he wana join us 4 gals
but nvm
he like jiu hao
and iz over anyway
and after so long nv see him
his first few sentence was like "u look like bags of bone!" (or smth like tat)
and and!!
"u dress like a curtain!"
haiz
and coz of tt curtain
i went to shop for clothes and totally changed my dressing
from top to bottom
haha!
ok la
not totally coz of tat
i juz went for shopping and happen to buy those clothes
but...
i really wore them straight after i buy coz of tat 'curtain' comment
tsk
prolly wait till i'm fatter (wonder when the day will come) dan i wear tat top hao le
haiz
anyway
thou nv get to surprise sarah on the day
i hope we did manage to do it on the day of her bday ba
wit...
something
^^
hope she like it.
=)

iz another 3 more days to yet another wkend
i'm like juz in the middle
neither here nor there
nth to be happy bout
y not tell me iz sat today
prolly i'll be happier
work manage to finish early today
surprisingly
pray hard tml won't hav too much too
hope like wat pause say
honeymoon coming
ya..
hope so

planning to go out tis sun wit couzie
to sing k~
like after so long
finally we're meeting for some kbox session le
been talking bout it for mths la
happy~
^^
but all still not confirmed yet
sianz
>.<
hope tat nth goes wrong ba

(when will my big big surprise come?)

2009-03-06T01:28:00.002+08:00

like finally get to go home on time
been taking cab home these few days
OT
haiz
was raining
dun really like the idea of walking home at night in rain
feels so...
eerie?
haha!
i very yi shen yi gui one la
dun need care me
=P

am prolly going to miss another chance of meeting up wit yan they all le ba
haiz
coz of work again
was wondering if i should continue working while studying
or juz quit and study
but...
the sudden feel of no income
no shopping
no kbox
no $$$
>.<
me dun like!!
but iz really tiring to work and study tgt
esp wit tis job
totally draining away all my energy
imagine almost everyday OT (other dan some rare chances/off peak season, which is rare too)
dan reach home late le
next day morning (juz take it as the lesson is morning hao le) still hav to go study
think i'll slp in the lectures
haha!
somemore if i quit tis job
i won't get to see my candy!!!
O_o
=X
haven even get to talk to him
how can!!
hahaha!
been so obcess wit my candy these days until i even think tat i'm mad
prolly iz juz for the fun ba
to add on some life to my boring/tiring/lifeless work
iz not tat tis particular candy is esp nice or gd looking
juz...
for the fun ba
haha!
he won't know anyway
unless someone go tell him (but i doubt there'll be ppl so 'nice' ba)
dan i'll be dead (like so pai sae)
haha!
but ok la
if get to know him oso gd
giv my worklife an addition of another friend
won't mind having a cute lil miss yellow being my friend too (tat's quite a random skip. lol)
but...
tat'll be harder ba (actually both equally hard. haha!)
juz got a feeling tat we won't click
duno y
weird feeling
but she seems nice
^^
and her complexion seems gd too
*envy~*
ah~~
i'm straying off le
come back come back
lol

hiyo
another boring post again
haha!
ignore me pls
juz let tis bloggie grow spidie web ba
=D
hmmmz
tat's it ba
needa wake up early tml
hai~

(surprise surprise and more surprise. but where are u surprise?)

2009-03-03T01:31:00.003+08:00

was suppose to start doing my minutes
but...
blogging seems like a more fun thing to do
haiz
shall see ba
maybe start tml
hehehe
pray hard i dun forget much of the stuff
else die ar
duno how to write liao
am so terrible in tis kinda thing
tsk!

wkend was spent juz like tat
haiz
where's my time at home~
where where where!!
i know i've been complaining bout how terribly nolife my life is
but i juz can't help it
hehe

went out on fri night wit bie and yan
iz so fun la
to hav ur friend driving and u sitting on the back
but wat's more fun is the 'duno the road and see them argue' part
=P
oh
and the 'female driver' part
hehe
whole night was like all over singapore
so fun
lets go out some other day again can????
^^

last wk was a terrible one
but lucky me there's something to brighten up my day
thou not by alot
still there's a lil la
=)
and tis wk juz started
omg~
still
my hard prayers of no more story

was talking to my bro last night bout....
my future (& his)
hahaha!
ok la.
not exactly tat
but something prolly a lil near tat
didn't expect me to actually talk to him bout tis
and to think tat he actually listened
and replied
when..
he's suppose to slp
hehehe
i've at least taken away bout half hr of his precious slp ba
=P

am being huanted by pimples!!
omg~
it adds on to the already so ugly face
ah!!!!
ugly...
T-T
iz so sinful to eat kfc now
but i juz ate it juz a few hr ago
haiz
i wan icecream!!
can we like go for some icecream feast or wat?
my crave for icecream still isn't very much being satisfied ytd ar
>.<

(iz a surprize nv receive)

2009-02-27T02:15:00.004+08:00

terrible day
terrible things happening
terrible sample received
iz simply terrible
and iz not only me
haiz
wonder when will my brain even start working normally
bet she muz be having so many regrets
regrets on hiring me
am nth but trouble
everything oso duno
dumb
slow
blur
hai~
complete idiot
>.<

been kinda sick on my so routined life now
no
i won't even say iz a life
coz
i feel so...
no life
iz slp, work & online
wit juz tat few lil hrs only dan do i think i'm actually connected to ppl
but...
in the end online who i chatting to
still my dearie colleagues
*faint*
like wat linda say b4 de
we see each other in the morning, afternoon and night
tsk tsk
iz not tat i dun like talking to them
in fact i love them loads
but...
where are my other love??
haiz
hope i'll get back my life soon
prolly in a few mths time

saw my bro's letter to his mortal
like quite fun ar
tis angel mortal game
how come i nv get to play it
and he seems to always hav an angel/mortal
>.<
hmph!
i wan an angel too!!!
and i happen to peep at the letter (=P)
(well. iz on my table opened for me to peep de)
so cute de la
the mortal even tried to ask if she's being adopted
due to the diff in handwriting
haha!
and my bro even resorted to typing out the letter so tat his mortal can't recognise la
so interesting
i wan my angel!!
angel angel angel!!
lol
imagine one fine day i do get a msg from my angel in my locker
haha!
like so fun
(pause, dun even try to do tis if u're even thinking of it. coz i'll know iz u)

oh man
pray hard there isn't any story tml (maybe not only tml. iz everyday)
pray so damn hard
totally dampen ppl's mood to work
now even keying in of results feels so scary
haiz
i've got very low level of stress handling de ar
think i'll go bonkers soon
rem to visit me at IMH if i do go mad ok?

iz finally fri tml
and how i wish iz sat
beginning to feel so sick of work
but i still love the ppl there
not all
but juz few in particular (u'll know who u are ^^)
oh
tat's so random
bahhhh

(i dislike bad news)
(iz ur presence tat made my day slightly better =))

2009-02-17T23:28:00.002+08:00

wonder how's work today
see the timing now
and none is online!
omg~
izit sample too much le?
>.<
oh man.
pray hard they come online soon!
(if they come online earlier meaning they finish earlier rite? ^^)
and pray even harder tat i didn't cause any trouble for uncle today
haiz

received another love letter today
happy~
recognised the handwriting from the envelope
thus even more surprised
iz a unexpectedly sweet one
^^
thx loads!

(i love snail mail)

2009-02-17T01:28:00.003+08:00

vday over le~
haha!
spent the day mostly at work
OT~~~
sounds sad ar
having to spend vday at work
but overall was alright ba.
received choco and flower from my dear mistress and pause
a nice start on my vday
haha!
and they do make my day
^^
glad to know tat they're happy to receive the rosie
and hope tat they really got the surprise ba
and mistress de rosie
i know she muz hav felt tat her rose is like..
can't compare to ours?
but nonono
don't think tis way
is u fold de hao ma (iz filled wit love from u)
got the thot jiu hao
and of coz the love letter (even more love ^^)
hohoho
tis one can't be compared de
=)
and somemore at least u got love letter lo
unlike someone (ahem. ahem. pause. ahem.)~
dun even hav a letter for me
even my 'secret admirer' oso got choco for me la
where's urs
lol
tat day after work
planned to go town for a feast de
in the end...
haiz
went to anchorpoint de kfc for dinner
coz iz late and we're all tired from work.
and of coz the sudden craving for kfc
=P
at night reach home
received another love letter from sarah
even happier
there's choco inside too!
^^
iz my first time receiving so many love letter on vday
haha!
so touched & happy~
and iz nice to know tat the 3 of us actually thot of each other on this special day
giving & thinking similarly
=)
next day
went out wit mistress and pause again (omg. i'm seeing them like whole 7days now!)
topone~
after so long
finally get to sing again le
haha
took some pics and...
hiyo
tat pause.
she actually posted up those super unglam pics of mine la!!!
omg~
should start calling her to pay me for...
hmmm
i duno wat's tat called
copyright fee?
something similar la
hehe
lucky ppl who knows me dun really read her blog
else...
my gd image all gone le (i do hav image de ok~)
T-T
after singing,
went walk walk around bugis
not very long thou
but i spent quite alot within tat short short time
terrible~
got myself a book too
haha!
can't imagine ar
me? book?
tsk
don't link ar
but yeah
i still bought one.
iz a fact.
not storybook of coz (i'm nv a fan of tat)
nether is it manga (i am a fan of tis but nope. not manga tis time)
iz a...
hmmmm
book!
yeah~
haha!
ok la
i realise i'm juz crapping to waste space
and theré's still so much space to waste.
=P
leave tml....
happy~
iz like my one and only leave b4 the very long holidayless months..
if nv rem wrong...
i didn't take any more leave le ba
except my bday
so yeah
tat's like july can
feb to july.
bout 5 mths of breakless cum endless work
may buddha bless me
haha!
prolly should like book 1 or 2 days in the middle ar (tat's if there still is some avail)
but..
i think my leave oso kana me use dao cha bu duo le ba
14days of leave
finish bout half of them le
should save up liao
else end of yr i can juz work to death
haha!
ok.
tat's if i even stay till end of yr
=P

(iz nice to dream of u)

2009-02-13T00:57:00.002+08:00

haven been blogging for....
omg
it seems long but it actually isn't
haha!
nvm~
been at culture for almost 2 wks le
but in actual
iz only 7 days
and within tis 7 days
i get all kinda things which ppl only like meet them say once a mth?
some dun even see them in their whole time there la (ok. prolly juz once)
haiz
sway ren (yes. me)
T-T
but ok la
like wat linda say
now i get to see all kinda things le
next time do jiu won't really see them liao
haha!
i do hope ar
been missing out plating and etc
so dumb
hai~
forget it la
on a lighter note
glad tat u ppl did receive it (u know who u are)
thou it reached so much earlier dan wat i expected
but...
at least u did receive ba
^^
valentine's day coming le
everywhere everything oso bout v day
tsk
even listen radio oso keep talking bout it
so..
wat's ur plans so far??
haha!
don't try asking me bout mine becoz if u're reading tis
u should know well enough i dun hav a valentine
^^
but.
tat doesn't really matter ba
i'm still having company
hehehe
else i can spend my day at home watch tv oso nice
sounds sad
yes i know
but...
hai hao la
i'm ok wit it
hehe
coz there's show which i'm so interested to watch
haha!
i'm a tv/show fanatic
no cure de
=P
anyway
Happy Valentine's Day!! (in advance ^^)

oh!
jam coming singapore on april!!
for some duno wat concert.
should i go???
or...
anyone wan accompany me?
u know~
the more the merrier!
^^

(should i?)

2009-02-05T01:47:00.003+08:00

AHHHH!!!!!

TMD!!!!

GRRRRRRR!!!!

i bet u iz pms
and i do hope iz pms
so qi ren
can't believe there's such.... lazy (??) de person exist
and how come i nv realise it b4
eeeks!!

feel so pai sae to lin er da
everynight bugging her on the same thing
think she's going to slaughter me le
haiz
bet u she muz be cursing me top to bottom for it
haha!

anyway.
i'm back!
^^

(i'm stuck after going a whole biggie round. haiz)

2009-01-23T03:42:00.002+08:00

finally iz fri le
end of work
start of my hols
happy~~
and in less dan 24hr
i'll be flying off!
even happier~~
haha!
going sing kbox later wit pause and linda
after tat pool wit bro and couzie
haha!
at least i won't crave for them when i'm overseas
hehehe
doubt any of u will see tis since i dun really see u ppl online much le (so dun need say u visiting my bloggie)
still..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!! ^^

well,
hope tat u ppl will hav a great new yr ba
all bad things go off
shoo~~!!
and gd things come!!
=D
and most importantly
muz miss me!!!
and after i cme back
bie and min!!
muz meet up ok?? (i so doubt u'll see tis post)
i so so sooooooo miss u 2!!!
T-T

haiz
am so stuck on packing my things
like so many things not pack yet
and i cramped so many things into tml's program (should be today ba) tat i end up having to do last min packing
haiz
hope i didn't forget to bring anything
and pray even harder tat i dun freeze to death there k?
but ok la
gd thing is temp there is getting higher as the days go
so...
should be alright? (i do hope)
^^
guess i'm too excited (thou i duno in wat way) tat i can't get to slp
wonder how i'll wake up tml to meet them for kbox
O_O
i'll for sure be late again de la
without fail
haiz

these days ppl are weird
shalln't say how weird they are
but they seriously are
so scary
but at least there's some who has become weird in a better way
and some in a...
not so gd way
haha!
i'm weird too
in my own way
=.=
didn't know y things will turn out like tis but..
am starting to think if i'm the one who cause it
haiz
hope tat CNY really do take away those bad bad things ba
and may the gd remain
so tat i'll hav a better life
haha!
crap

work hav been VERY slack these days
feeling so lazy now
cannot!!
muz recharge myself wit energy!!
hmph
hope tt the hols trip will help a lil ba
^^

(what has gotten into u & u?)
(gone to search for my energy)
(i'll be back in 10days!!!)
(i'll get my revenge when i'm back)
(enjoy!! ^^)

2009-01-21T02:56:00.002+08:00

juz one of my random post
haha!
ppl seems to be busy with their life now
blog like alot dun update le
wonder how they're doing now
esp bie ar (yes. calling for u if u ever see tis)
like quite long nv chat wit her online le
wonder where is she
later she forget me le how
T-T

spent loads of $$ tis mth
totally broke now
pay~
fast fast come...
haiz

thx mistress for accompanying me today
and ytd
^^

iz juz another 2 more day of work and iz another long break
jia you!!

i need more time...

y things will turn out like tis
haiz
we'll see ba
maybe time will help to heal

hungry~~~

i know iz terrible to say tis
but i got thinner again
now iz 4kg gone in 2 yrs
or might even be 1 yr
since i dun rem when's the last time it hit iz higest
haiz
what's happening to me??

ya.
randoms
might not make sense
juz...
random thots ba
haha!
gd night!!

(hav u noticed?)

2009-01-15T02:46:00.003+08:00

trala~
yupz
i know
tis kinda timing
should be sleeping now
working 1pm tml
sian
>.<
CNY around the corner le
bought ur new yr clothes le ma?
and the many many CNY foodies~~
hehehe..
ang baos too!
but tat's not for us to worry
prolly juz worry if ur bag is enough to contain those angbaos ba
^^
work hav been quite.... sloowww these days
needa clock a full 7.5hrs
meaning no more going home early le
haiz
didn't know iz such a hard thing to sit down and slack
but nvm
honeymoon is getting boring but going over soon
and prolly few wks later u'll see me complaining on how terribly busy work is
haha!
fussy me
=P

2 days ago bro got his o lvl result le
damn happy bout it
haha!
did very very well la
8 A1 & 2 A2
*proud times a million*
^^
=DDDD
wats a lil more surprising is tat his eng actually got A1
bro was saying he thot he'll fail la
lol
was talking bout it the next day
wondering what position did he get in sch
=P
(juz got to know iz 3rd. wow~ O.O)
was telling my aunt, my papa know le sure very happy de
later slp oso smiling
hahaha!
and my tat dumbo bro
kns de
called him at least 3 times and he hang up my call for all the 3 times
zzz
first time ask him so wat result he get
he say wat "go home dan say"
but tat day reach home nv see him le
imagine i wait till he reach home dan say.
it'll be like 2 days later le ar
zzz
so inconsiderate
TSK!!!
but nvm la
2pts...
hehehe
=P
if only i can be half as gd ar
but..
hmmm
i'm not for studying de la
dumb ppl jiu shi like tat
everything oso barely pass
hehe
couzie bro oso got his results ar
from my aunt, see his reaction like quite funny ar
when he got to know my bro's score
he's like "how did he study one. O.O" (sth like tat de)
haha!
hmmmm
wonder how did sam's sis scored
=P
(i should prolly stop. else i'll juz keep ranting on the same thing again and again le. haha!)

hmmmm
should i buy a cam?
any recommendation?
(bro keeps ranting on the $2k dslr. zzz. if $$$$ drop from sky prolly i'll buy. and muz be at least like 2 pieces of $1k ar.)

and i oso know my bloggie is stuck at day 2 of my phuket trip
wait ok?
still got alot of time
slooowwwlyyy

younger bro keeps ranting to me bout his letter too
zzzzz
even when i dun see him
he oso able to call someone help him rant me la
EVERYDAY lehz
zzzz
not i dun wana do ar
printer no ink
so wait till i buy ba
cny next wk la
can de can de
wait till i got pass by....
somewhere dan go buy the ink?
or.....
i'll think of a way
(think tis will be a better solution to stop the rantings dan cont. dragging it. haiz)

(in search for u)

2009-01-11T00:11:00.004+08:00

juz back from couzie's wedding
won't say iz very enjoyable thou
partly coz...
not very shou wit these couzies ba
dan like nth to talk to them
am basically self entertaining (by staring into air)
haiz
am really terrible at tis kinda things
>.<
food there wasn't really my liking ar
didn't eat much
waiting time was so so long between the dishes
in the end i'm full coz of the amt of sprite i drank
tsk
but ok la.
the wedding videos are quite entertaining
hehe
was sitting wit 2 of my couzie sis
pretty~
=PpPpP
didn't see them for a looong time le
got one i think i haven seen her for....
yrs?
lol
at least 1 or 2 yrs ba
prettier le (thou she's always tat pretty. hehe)
and coming to think of it
she's of the same age as pause la
so BIG diff
if they stand tgt no one will believe tat they're actually of the same age la
haha!
another couzie's bf was entertaining
showed us some.... tricks (????) tat was quite funny
haha!
prolly should do tat to ppl next time
dumb but entertaining enough la (for tat short while)
realise time really pass fast ar
loads of my couzies are already married (else attached)
still rem last time alot of them are still single
sitting tgt at one table
now lehz.
alot wit children le (and tis is telling me i'm getting OLD!! O_O)
haiz
become ppl's auntie liao
ahhhh!!!!!!
old~~~
T-T
was being asked wit the same typical qns
"got bf not"
"so u working now or studying?"
"working where?"
tsk tsk
no matter wat
at least it has ended now
at least i won't hav to stand the boredom there
feeling so out of place/unfamiliar even when they're my couzies
haiz
was thinking
if i didn't joined band in my sec sch life
will my relationship wit them be better?
at least won't feel tat unfamiliar
i almost couldn't rem some faces
am so soooo dead la
but...
well,
i lost some and gained some
iz fair ba
^^

(X_x "i'm dead")

2009-01-01T02:00:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YR!!!

yet another yr has pass juz like tat
till now i still dun hav the "oh~ iz new yr!" kinda mood
haha!
thou i've juz been to a new yr celeb @ nee soon south cc
sounds abit weird ar
counting down in a cc
but ok la
the celebration
juz tat
ppl there aren't high at all
but well
expected
manage to get VIP seats during later part of the performance
thx to orange & her mum
haha!
view was so so much nicer
but ppl there aren't any enthu
haiz
i think we're like 3 dumbo waving our light sticks
and me
even worst
bought a light stick specs
haha!
i think iz cute la
=P
was so happen sitting like 3 rows behind the PM (yes, the PM tat's widely known in sg)
so many camera shooting him la
u nv know tml (should be today le ba) newspaper u'll see my face there
with the dumbo specs
haha!
or...
prolly u'll see a dimly lit (sarah say the light stick was there for a long time. poor quality! hmph!) lightstick looking specs behind the PM pic with no face seen
ya.
fyi now
tat person is me
guess there's no one in the VIP seat to be so dumb looking as me to put on tat specs
haha!
guess orange muz be having a surprise now
to see my lightstick thrown into her bag
or prolly she's surprise NOW to find out (after reading tis post) tat the lightstick is mine.
hahaha!
iz yet another new yr spent wit them
ah~~
so reminds me of my last yr's new yr!
performance.
wit taiwan fans somemore
hahaha!
memorable
but ok la
tis time oso quite a memorable one
^^
so wat's up for next yr new yr?
lol
hmmm
so how hav ur new yr been up till now?
how u spent it?
my new yr.
haiz
up till now
hai~~~
only 1 word to describe
S-A-D
T-T
tried calling friends but gt rejected by MANY
they either hang up my call,
refuse to pick my call,
hp no $$$ (or prolly iz the hp prob itself),
or hp no batt
haiz
iz fated to be a yr with loads of rejection by ppl
intended or unintended
hahaha!
and even when ppl do pick up my call
SHE (and i'm pointing it straight to jy. =P) choose to break my heart even further
fancy her staying @ home
counting down online
when she said she's going out with her friend
haiz
didn't wana come lo
tsk tsk.
broke my heart so badly
hai~~
(jy. u should feel guilty. iz yet another yr spent with u missing. tsk)
still
some nicey ppl did call/sms me back ba
at least..
it isn't tat bad?
^^

(cough cough cough & cough)

2008-12-31T02:09:00.002+08:00

new yr is coming!!!
and iz new yr eve now
so dun hav the qi fen lo
how come~
wat was i doing on tis yr's new yr
almost freezing to death while having my most memorable new yr countdown
haha!
how i wish every yr's new yr will be a diff one
celebrated differently & uniquely
make it always memorable
but..
it seems tat tis yr new yr will be spending at home le
suddenly don't hav the mood to do anything
haha!
hiyo
i'm crapping again
tsk
anyway.
hav a happy new yr eve ba!!
oh
and a happy new yr too!
^^
(omg. iz feeling so dull. zzz)

(add a lil here.)
i juz realise sarah's bloggie got a lil on the taiwan trip too
haha!
if u wana recall back bout my new yr tis yr
go find sarah's link ba. ^^

(misunderstood?)

2008-12-27T01:22:00.041+08:00

omg
i've finally finish uploading the pics le
O_O
it'll be a looooong post
so be prepared ar
as i said. got 100+++ pics
haha!
so presenting to u.
.
.
.
DAY 2

woke up early in the morning for breakfast
as orange says
breakfast is the more impt meal of the day there
so yupz.
off we go for breakfast~!

the busy street in the morning. (which will disappear when noon approach)

see so many bikes parked there. believe me. by noon they're gone~ street all cleared.

yes. tat's us with the street.

the roti prata stall tat we're going to hav our breakfast in

while waiting~~

yes. our breakfast!! iz VERY nice lo. am still craving for it. esp the milk tea!! and prata wit condense milk is nice~ ^^

egg + bread. wasn't tat nice actually. my prata is nicer. hehe

after breakfast orange bring us walk walk at the wet market (tat's juz next door)..

the balachan de duno wat tat i simply can't appreciate much. haha!

family mart! we saw tis shop too at taiwan! haha! how come sg dun hav. tsk.

the phone card or duno wat card. cute rite? unlike singapore de. so ugly.

muz be jy who take tis cat de. tsk. ya. introducing u. the cat tat's so kelian. always got scared by my frequent screams. but hey. iz presence scare me first ok~

to make up for my frequent scares, i'll giv one more pic of it. ^^

after our breakfast we went back to orange house le. and at bout 10+am. another breakfast. O_O at her house. and yeah. taken while we're having our breakfast. so full~

and after breakfast number 2
orange's dad brought us around phuket.
tourist spot for sight seeing~
so nice of him rite?
=D

know wat tis (WS similar looking word) stands for? it means FREE! haha! new word learnt (and tat's oso the only word i learnt to see =P) arrow there was juz nice. not i photoshop in de hor~ lol

dun u think tis pic simply got the feel? haha! me take de wor~ =PpP

next stop
temple
if nv rem wrong (i hope)
iz the oldest chinese temple there ar
or something de.
haha!
doesn't matter la.
see pic jiu hao
hehe

the entrance

guanyin temple

jy praying for $$$. haha! =X

the tut tut (or watever iz spelt) tat we saw one out way out. iz a taxi i think. or something similar. ya.

after the visit to temple
we're brought to a...
oh dear.
i can't rem wat house it is
O_O
*check check travel log*
ah~
Peranakan house
yeah~
was told tat tis house was used as a site for some tv drama there.

the living room

iz a nice pond rite? esp the flower deco at the corner.

tis door look so scary rite? eeeeks

don't u think tis phone is cute and retro? haha!

see our photographer so hardworking.

yes. yes. tat's us.

don't ask me wat's so nice bout the bed. i duno. juz prolly. it looks nice on the spot? i can't rem.

their kitchen. hmmm. not sure still in use not.

the typewriter tat sarah is so fascinated wit. keep using her dslr to take pic of it. haha!

tis one. to be hung on cow~ it look like a dog rite?

i duno wat's tis. juz find it... interesting.

the seden or wat tat they use on wedding.

we simply hav nth much to do. hehe

do i look like i'm falling? =P

tis gate tis gate. dun u think if iz at night. it'll look like some scary haunted house gate? haha!

tis one too rite? if iz taken at night.

i think i've said b4. we've got nth to do. haha! so...

family of tortise at the door side. cute ma?

after the peranakan house.
was brought to another temple.

tis. they use to put fire cracker one. so loud!

dan to see big buddha who's at the tree top.

think they haven buid finish.

coz still asking for donation for duno duno wat de.

haha!

the scenery there.

i'm inside too k~ juz tat only my hand & bag wana be captured nia.

see. our dear photographer. so busy taking pics. (else where do i hav so many pics for u to see. ^^)

next up,
was brought to this seashell museum
the collection of seashells is really OMG
beautiful & neatly organised
wide variety too.

the walls down the stairs is ALL filled wit tis. a seashelled wall. cool~

seriously. i duno wat's the pearl doing there. is it a seashell too?

aren't they beautiful?

and next,
we're being brought to duno duno where.
haha!
scenery there is nice too.

turtle island. according to orange (or izit her dad). any turtle look alike?

tat's me! wit sarah's sunglass i think.

did i take tis shot? hmmm. prolly not.

orange's papa. acting emo. O_O

sarah's jumping!!! (ya. doesn't really look convincing. haha!)

*ignored by me*

didn't know i posted so many turtle island pic. haha!

i'm trying to be artistic (???)

photographer de assistant. haha! ok la. co-photographer.

duno y orange's dad stand so far from us. we got virus meh.

she look so happy to get kissed by me. tsk tsk (mistress dun be jealous =P)

lunch was late.
at around 4pm?
or maybe 3
yupz.
north eastern meal (it is rite?)
was delicious! ^^

iz similar to steamboat la.

'cold' dish. (they actually serve this kinda basket of veggie everywhere we go.)

the rice. sticky sticky de. forget wat iz called le. glutinous rice?

omg! tis fish is DELICIOUS la! there's a bbq chix too i think. but i guess i nv take pic of it. or i missed uploading it. haha!

finish meal orange's dad jiu bring us home le.
after tat,
SHOPPING!!
haha!
didn't take any pic for it coz...
we're too busy shopping.
lol
so....
that's it for the day
^^
actually. oso not very long la hor??
hope the pic loading didn't lag ur com.
hehe
so
tat's it for day 2
wait for my day 3 ba.
=DD

__________________________

went out for shopping wit bie, jingsi & min
feels like i long time no go out wit them le ar.
haha!
walked the whole day
and i only bought a dress.
still got so many things to buy!
tsk tsk
think they 2 (or maybe 3) going vomit blood shopping wit me le
everything oso dun fit
am always 1 size smaller
so hard to buy things!!
haiz
ohoh!!
and we went to watch yesman
the movie was GREAT!!!
hilarious (omg. did i use it correctly?)
haha!
think tat's the best comedy i've watch so far
if u wan a show for a gd laugh,
trust me u'll like tis show.
highly recommended by me to watch.
^^
and if i say nice.
it'll be nice
wahahahaha!! (like real ar)
hiyo.
juz trust me once ba
iz really a worth to watch show.
unless u're not a fan of comedy and prefer those boohoohoo shows la
else..
guess u'll like it ba
^^

(choco is finally taking iz effect on me)

2008-12-27T01:07:00.002+08:00

Merry (belated) Christmas!!!

hope u ppl had a nice xmas
^^
at least i think i had quite a nice one
thou pocket got burnt a uber biggie hole
but...
worth it la
iz once in a lifetime tat i spend xmas wit them
u nv know there won't be a next time le (choy!)
so yeah~
=D
wait till i get the pics from pause
i'll upload (omg. another batch of pics to upload. T-T)

been kinda lazy to come blog these days ar
coz the thot of coming to blog jiu reminds me of the many many pics tat i haven upload!!
>.<
and yes i know.
i promised a day 2
and i'm still stuck at day 1
i am working on it ok.
i've got 100+++++ pics to upload for day 2 lehz
so...
muz wait
hehe
i am uploading le.
got progress got progress.
in the mean time....
hmmmmm.
i duno
juz wait?
haha!

eh.
ask u all ar
wat u think bout casino management?
hehehe

(cough cough)

2008-12-20T23:59:00.004+08:00

iz been 2 wks since i'm back le ba (or izit 3?)
finally made an effort to upload the pics
haha!
due to the too many amt of pics i hav to upload
i've decided to divide it by days.
so...
today shall be the first day
^^
enjoy ba.
but warn u first.
2nd day tooooo many pics le
so might hav to wait longer.
hehe

DAY 1:

this was taken in the budget airline airport after we checked in

this thingy is cute isn't it?

one more shot of it. ^^

going to board plane le! *happy*

haha! i know. me and jy look as if we're going to some cold country. all wrapped up. but iz cold in the airport ar. so yeah~

like wat sarah mentioned in her blog. someone up there is smiling at us! (to me in particular since i'm the one who took tis pic. hehe)

the sunset tat we saw while having our ride.

and we're having nth to do on the plane. sooo.....

and one more shot won't hurt rite? =P

after 1+hr of flight
finally reached phuket
and by the time we reach,
iz night time le
orange's dad come fetch us
and was taken straight for dinner
whee~~!

orange & her dad

the balachan tat i can't really appreciate. hehe

ohoh! the egg tat's nice!!! me ate quite alot. jy too! rite rite?

see the soup? iz VERY spicy but iz YUMMY!!! ^^

and ya.
that's it for my day 1
haha!
dun really hav much la
since by the time we reach is nite le
shall continue my day 2 soon~~
so.
stay tune!
^^

________________________________________________

omg!
hav to wake up early tml!!!
like b4 8am?
sobz
iz been loooong since i woke up tat early la
bless me ba
u nv know i end up oversleep and miss it tml
which
i think is very likely
haha!

(how are u doing up there?)

2008-12-17T01:24:00.002+08:00

i'm finally back to urine~!
haha!
but i kinda miss stool bench now.
the music tat i get to listen only
haha!
today so nice
get to end a lil early
^^

went rpws concert on sun
was not bad la
at least was kinda entertaining
haha!
and i finally get my hands on the phuket trip de photos!!
happy~
will upload them soon de
soon~~~
but iz a lil too much pics to upload ar
and i'm purely too lazy
so...
night take some time la
hehe

so surprise lo
so orange isn't back from phuket
thot she's back le
but apparently she'll only be back tml (today ba. since iz past midnight)
and she agreed to help me buy those foodie!!
whee~!
love u loads man!
=PP

oh dear.
too hungry now
can't rem wat i wana write le
haha!

hmmm
xmas is coming!!
next wk next wk
where's my prezzie~~?
lol

(growl~~~~)

2008-12-13T01:51:00.002+08:00

wat a lucky day
and i mean it
haha!
manage to see a worm today!!
hohoho!!!
i know
u muz be thinking
worm? lucky?
haha!
yeah~
in a way la
coz so nan de dan get to see one de lehz
worm as in microscopy inside de worm ba
forget the name le
first time seeing one lo
almost finish on looking at the thingy le
but juz nice at the last part i see a tail wriggling
so went to look
and there it is!
the wormmy~
tried calling for ppl to help me see but i guess my voice abit too soft
in the end go out call le go back
the worm is gone
and nv found (if i've got more time, i'll make sure i find it!)
tsk!!!
only manage to find smally ones or the larvae la.
hmpph!!
i wan tat worm!!!
haha!
=P
ok la.
happy.
at least u see.
i learnt something today again
^^

kbox tml wit pause and mistress again
haha!
been craving for it so much when in phuket la
still rem every morning wake up we'll fill the rm wit songs
haha!
dan go shopping centre shop
there got ppl sing karaoke so loud lo
think they nv put sound proof or wat
so horrible
=X
and iz a grp singing tgt somemore.
haha!

work ended a lil late today
cabbed home
the taxi uncle ar.
tsk tsk
talk so much lo
dan forget talk bout wat le
he talk until ghost story
wah~
so wana call him to stop talking
but very bu hao yi shi
so no choice
forced to listen
who knows
it ended up wit a ending of him saying he strike 4D top prize
lol
so lucky ar
tis kinda ppl (thou duno iz true or not)

(when will it be reveal? O.o)