sometimes i really can't understand. why everytime i'm studying, there will be someone sitting in front of me talking. can't they see that i'm studying? i've got piles of books and notes and (currently), a laptop in front of me, trying hard to memorise stuffs and they juz keep ranting off distracting me. haish. dun tell me that i should go somewhere else to study. if i could, i will. prob is tat's the best location in my whole house tat i can study better. so yupz. life have and have not been well. haha! the have part. well. i did manage to start appreciating people around me, esp my friends. went to meet up with yan that group. haven seen them for a long time. at least a yr? i was guessing 2 thou. they are really a fun bunch of people. nice people too. juz felt kinda bad that i really duno how to mix with them. mainly coz the group is too big? i really can't mix well in big groups. too quiet. like extreme quiet kind. not that i purposely keep quiet. more to coz they are all too outspoken. my comment will juz seem insignificant even if i speak. no one can hear me anyway since iz usual that i can never get attention when i speak in a big group. they are fun enough for me to juz listen to them there. haha! actually, i'm really blessed to meet real nice great friends in my life. i really really thank them for that. i will try my best to be a nice gd friend too! side note. will try my best to appreciate and learn to be nicer to my family too! oh ya. bie made a comment the other day which kinda.. inspire me? haha. she said smth like "u got ur whole life to get to know ur friends". true isn't it. declaration to all my friends and friends-to-be out there: i will spend my whole life getting to know u all, u can't run away. *evil laugh* next, spent cny in vietnam. love halong bay. the peace, the scenery.. will definitely go back there one day juz for the cruise. seems like i'll be travelling to penang in june and prolly to sydney again for couzie's couzie's 21 bday. iz a yr of travel. manage to meet a friend from aus and spent 2 wks of wonderful time tgt. nice memories that i'll remember even if our friendship didn't last. we should be grateful to the gd things that happen around us isn't it? and forget the bad things. everything that happen is an experience and i thank you for it. =) now to the have not. seems like this yr isn't really a very gd start with breakups here and there. hmm. on the brighter side, iz the beginning of the year! u all still got the rest of the year to get to know new ppl and you nv know, maybe the year will end with a couply year? haha! (i'm trying/learning to be positive, so lets all be! ^^) continuing on the down side, currently still waiting for smth to happen and it doesn't seem to be happening. oh well. the time will come when it doesn't really matter much anymore. exams coming too in like.. 2 mths? (OMG!) been kinda slacking/half hearted studying for the past few days. (ya. i end up blogging now coz of the rants which equals not studying too. >.<) kinda worried on the 7 mods that i'm taking but.. i believe i can do it! you nv know i'll get all As for all my 7 mods. than i'll be a first class hons! haha! dream. but.. i will pass all! yupz. overall conclusion. the year have just started. we shall wait and see. prolly it isn't tat bad afterall. =))) oh. pardon me for the lack of paragraph. did it on purpose so that no one will bother reading (like as if anyone will) after seeing that iz so long. if u did manage to get thru till here, gd for u and thank you for the interest in my life! haha! so tat's all. bye!


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