in reply to jy first b4 i forget..
jy ar~
tat 8 storey one..
my couzie complain bout the yong tau fu la
lol
she nv say iz bad la..
but very funny
she called for beehoon soup
dan the person ask if they wan add beehoon
my couzie thot the person see them 2 person so tell the person dun wan
in the end get the thingy..
got soup no beehoon
lol
so duh la..
iz like..
u ask for beehoon soup of coz wan beehoon rite..
lol
anyway..
oso no chance go wit u to eat there le
u dun tell me earlier~
hiyo
nvm la..
we go find gd food at other places next time
lol

so..
she's out from hospi le
FINALLY
in there for like 22 or 23 days la
so long~~
and yes
for as long as she has stayed there
i've stayed there for how long
oh man
almost a mth la
haha!
thou she out from hospi le
but i still dun get to sleep in me bed
sobzz
hav to move to sleeping downstair wit her
until the new maid come take over
which is like soooon la (hope so)
hehe
at the very least i got a bed to sleep on la
and not on chair
^-^

aunts and couzie came
now downstairs eating steamboat
zzz
can u believe it la..
she juz came out from hospi
the next day they suggested eating steamboat
helo~
can they like spare a thot for the sick?
iz like
yes
she can eat le
but oso not until eating steamboat rite
can't they wait until she recover more le dan eat ma?
now they bring le
she oso nv eat la (no appetite)
so pls tell me wat's the use
zzz
yes i know they are trying to be filial
but can they like spare a thot for others first
pls dun take wat u think is suitable for her and giv it to her
giv wat she NEED and want
not wat u think
ok..
yes i admit
i'm being kinda mean la..
ppl yi pian xin yi still like tat say them
but dan
really la..
spare a thot for her la
zzz

somemore...
i feel like such a retard la..
aunt came
dan go take the med and instruct me wat to do
zzz
like i can't see the words there huh~
i'm poly yr 3 le lehz..
not pri 3 mind u..
am i so retarded until i hav to be instructed and not know how to read??
dan i tell couzie tat one of the med hav to be dissolved into water
dan she tell me wat
nvm de la
panadol there oso say need dissolve but she (couzie) take oso swallow the whole pill
dan wat say if dissolve in water the smell so smelly
need take more of it
dan might as well swallow it better
HELO~~~~
if it really doesn't matter
dan y does the doc wana waste ink waste time
put there need dissolve in water
u think they so nothing to do meh?
i'd rather she drink more of tat stinky smelling thingy dan swallow the whole thing
and in the end something goes wrong or wat
zzz

i soooo sooo hate it when they tell me things as if they know EVERYTHING
and as if i know NOTHING
if iz u..
won't u get super irritated
worst thing is
sometimes wat i heard them say is not rite
but when i attempt to correct them
they'll giv me the tone as if they know everything
and i'm wrong
when i know tat i'm rite
zzzz

i know tat everyone is trying to giv the best to her
but they are sooo over doing it tat
they seriously dun realise they are sometimes juz giving her wat they think she need
and not wat she really need lo
remember once in the hospi
juz few days ago ba (eh tis part nothingrealted to the top)
they crowded around granny
smiling and laughing
me sitting at the side
folding paper crane and watching my show
at the side hearing them talk almost made me cried man
iz like
i dun feel the happiness at all when they are all smiling and laughing
u can feel the sadness in them
all the worries
but none of them showed it
until yesterday
same thing..
all were laughing and smiling and joking
tears almost came to me too
but tis time
iz coz i really can feel it..
the happiness in them
haiz...

i hav soooo much soo much to rant bout
but hai~
guess no one wana listen so much of my complains ba..
forget it....

dun really feel like going down for steamboat
when i'm super hungry now
dun wana see them
or rather i duno how to face them ba..
so ____
zzz

hmmmm
should i go reborn my hair tml?
still considering lehz..
$$$$$
=P

think i should go down ba..
show a face and ____ a smile
^-^
lets go~
food!!!


~I’m alienated (i hav a prob wit ____ but not wit food rite?)~