sometimes i wonder..
how much do the ppl around me understand me
how much do my parents understand me
haha!
stupid qns to ask
but i guess..
they (my parents) duno much ba
since i seldom talk bout myself =P
(wat a nice relationship wit them)
kana nagged by my mama juz now
bout myself keep scolding 'kns', 'tmd', and the very uncultured way of talking
haha!
she say wat..
i'm a gal..
how can like tat talk..
so cu lu..
not like a gal at all
lol
tis lead me to think
how much do they even understand me to say tis
i mean..
helo...
i grew up wit 4 guys at home lehz..
as in my bro and cousin
as the one and only gal (as in my generation de) at home
if i dun xiong abit, cu lu abit
confirm kana bully one lo
i now so fierce (wit the mood swings and all) already sometimes kana bully le
imagine if i'm those gentle gal
zzzzzzz
somemore when juz now i'm talking..
i'm juz joking la~
and she thot tat i'm angry and scolding my bro
=.=
helo~~~
can't u differentiate wat's angry and wat's joking?
or does my tone sound so alike for u to not be able to see the diff?
haiz...
as for those bad words lehz..
i think iz already quite gd le la..
as in..
u can find gals much much worst dan me ok~
(dan she'll say "dun compare wit other gals"
but am i not a gal?
dun compare wit them compare wit who
zzzzz)
ok..
probably should stop saying those words le..
not very gd in the first place
hehe..

was looking at jy's blog
haven been reading it for quite some time ba..
saw one part bout bury of things
saying if i were to bury a box of things
wat would it be
ya lo..
if iz u
wat will u bury?
i duno lehz..
coz i got too much things which i wana keep
as they all hold memories
probably i'm too greedy le ba
haha!
hmmmmm
maybe...
the many many photos which i've taken?
and the many yrs of birthday presents given to me by my dear friends
think enough le ba..
haha!
they are the more impt ones..
jy say can't bury in singapore
coz u confirm won't find it 20 yrs later
lol
probably i'll go china
buy one land (tat's if i got $$)
and bury in tat land..
so tat i can ensure no one touch it..
thus my box will still be there 20 yrs later
haha!
(jy, i can lend u one space to bury urs too)
if not..
probably find one ulu mountain
dan go there to bury it
jy..
wan come along?
maybe 20 yrs later we can go there dig for it together
haha!

actually..
how long can a friendship last?
say 10 yrs later..
who in my life now will still remain here?
to my 3 dearest friend:
if one day we are to be far apart from each other
do u think we'll still be in touch?
will our friendship still be as strong?
when we meet again
will we still be like now
talking bout any and everything under the sun?
6 yrs le..
another 4 more yrs we can celebrate our 10 yr anniversary liaoz
haha!
how will tis 4 yrs ba..
lets see ba
to the close friends tat i hav now:
do u think we'll still be as close few yrs later?
or become stranger after we graduated?
i remember having many close friends last time..
can laugh can talk and all
but now lehz..
sometimes even pass by each other oso act as if we duno each other..
quite sad ar~
but thanks to all of u in giving me so much great memories
haha!
even if u are very much juz a passerby in my life
still hav to thank u ba..
at least there's ur footstep here ^-^


You can find us in darkness but never in light.
We are present in daytime but absent at night.
In the deepest of shadows, we hide in plain sight.
What am I?
( jy.. y the ans is 'the answer'?? why whY WHY?? get the reason from ur bro and tell me!! okokok???)


~fishy~