microbiology ut out le..
sian..
y she always get A de.. T-T
muz be at home got study one.. hai~
can only blame me lazy la.. everytime can't tahan the tiredness..
last night oso..
end up sleeping instead of studying..
hai~ useless me..
so wat's the solution?
sleep more.. hahaha!
no la.. should study early~
but will i do tat??
hmmmm..
need some motivation la.. someone.. pls..
come and MOTIVATE me..
stupid slacking mode now..
bah~~

cell culture today..
sian..
seemed easy but the calculation.. SUX!!
eek!!
somehow i juz can't do calculations related to sci manz..
gone case for me..
haiz..
think muz really learn from xiang ting le..
bluff myself tat i very clever.. dan maybe i really will become more clever ar..
hahaha!!
rubbish!!
or maybe it really can work? haha!
i'll try :X

MCB ut oso out..
FAILED!!
hai~
the ut on mon hav to gambatte le..
so dun disturb me!!
i wana study!!
haha!

juz now mama came to my room..
sat down..
was thinking she might be wanting to tell me bout it..
but.. i realise tat..
i'm the one avoiding..
i dun wan her to tell me..
i rather not know anything..
take it as nothing happen..
quickly tell mama me wana bathe and run away manz..
like tat even if she wan tell me oso no chance
fat hope!!
haha!
i duno..
me duno wat i can do for her but juz tat..
i think iz oso her wish for everything to be as per normal ba..
ppl in my family might or might not know i knew bout it bout well..
if they know, they surely hide it well coz they nv mentioned anything..
somemore i think iz something like, u know jiu hao..
those i know u know can already kinda feeling ba..
haha!
if they duno i know lehz..
dan oso gd lo..
let them think how stupid i am to not notice anything
to not giv any concern to her
haha!
actually..
kinda dreaded going home tis few days..
even more scared being alone coz will keep think think think..
so stupid lo.. hai~

tis entry MAY seemed long..
but actually not tat long de ok..
juz tat i'm "entering" on every sentence..
so will look longer..
dun blame me ar..
hehe~

think i need a job ba..
is VERY BADLY need one..
coz me scared add on to papa mama de burden ar..
duno the therapy will cost how much..
but think will quite ex ba..
but ppl me got no time to work!!
how how how..
solution: dun spend, go out less..
hehe~
so fishy hav to cut cut cut le..
dun tempt me on food ar~
no more tidbits..
no more dinner outside..
die die oso muz reach home dan can eat..
haha!
somemore reach home can eat dao she cook de food..
oso gd la~ ^-^

felt so guilty today not eating dinner at home..
coz went to eat wit the others..
but not my fault..
is my body bu zhen qi..
walk halfway duno y, leg like jelly like tat..
whole body majiam like whole day nv eat like tat..
so can't tahan dan go eat de..
if not i dun think i'll make my way home ba..
might hav faint on my way home..
haha!

pai sae ar..
say b4 dun wana blog on sad sad thing de..
but ppl me can't control la..
but ok la~
not tat sad rite?? ^-^
sounds happy somemore
so okok la~
cannot blame me ar..
hehe..


~fishy (note: such nice number for tis post --> 123)~