finally asked my papa bout it and yupz.. ans of his and reaction of mine is as expected.. hai~ how to say lehz.. i feel tt i'm not exactly sad bout the part when he didn't agree to let me stay.. but iz wat he said later of his reasons to not let me stay made me felt sad.. it so shows tat he doesn't understand me at all and is being soooo protective at the same time.. should i be happy or sad bout it? haiz.. sometimes i do hate the idea of chalet ar.. coz iz always tat tat i end up crying.. hai~ hav to be under the pressure of kana him say when i know deep down in my heart tat wat he said is so not true bout me.. but wat can i do? nothing.. i only know how to cry.. stupid and useless me.. but.. look at the bright side.. at least i still get to go rite? yeah~ juz finish crying.. eyes red red and puffy puffy de.. delay my time in going to the chalet le la.. me dun hope to go there wit my eyes all red and puffy ar.. so yupz.. hav to wait till the redness and puffiness go off dan i go for the chalet ba.. ^-^ peeps.. dun be so stupid like me to keep crying becoz of tis kinda thing ok? crying is nv gd.. lol.. coz u are old enough.. crying doesn't solve anything.. not like u young.. once cry anything oso can.. haha! u cry dun even got ppl come console u at all la~ so dun cry.. make urself suffer only.. wit those red and puffy eyes.. somemore will have headache one.. for wat make urself suffer for nothing? Heee.. so iz always gd to not remember things.. coz u won't start worrying dan think too much.. in the end.. u suffer too.. hahahahaha! fine la.. talking no link de things.. tat's it la~ dun write tooooooooooooooooo looooooooooooooooong... later come back from chalet blog again bout wat happened ba~ pray tat iz a fun one for me.. ^-^


~fishy (lalalalalalala..)~