initialy wana blog earlier de.. but my bro.. say wat he 10+ wana use the com.. so i decided to wait till he finish using dan i blog (who call my house can't multi user use internet.. haiz).. but when 10+ finally came.. he say he dun wana use the com!!!! shit him!! waited so long dan say dun wana use.. blehxx!! but dan i blog now or earlier.. oso won't make much diff ba~ iz not like between tis 1 or 2 hr will got anything happen like tat.. haha!

went to watch click yesterday.. the show.. hmmm.. to me.. i dun find it nice ba.. haha! not TAT nice la~ and believe it or not, thou it sound abit impossible.. but.. i nv cry at all!! ok la.. i admit.. got like ABIT of tears on my eyes like going to drop down.. BUT.. they are not tears of sadness, happiness or touching'ness' or watever.. they are tears of my eyes complaining tired.. i swear (cross my heart!! cross cross cross!!).. if i really cry i'll say one.. coz iz like.. so no big big deal? haha! seriously i duno wat's there to drop tears bout de lehz.. bie even suan me say lo.. everyone she know who watched tat show oso got drop tears.. EXCEPT me (ok, so should i feel honoured? to be the one and only special one?).. andrea said she cried, the guys.. i duno.. haha! should go watch ar.. dan me wat u think.. am i still human to not cry not.. haha! b4 watching.. heard angie say until like the show very wat like tat.. wat too evil watever one.. but.. after watching the show.. i dun think so lehz. i think.. iz like kinda normal lo.. i think.. maybe i kinda expected tat kind of story already? quite to say i think tis storyline is like kinda normal la.. can expect the outcome.. so yupz.. min.. i think u can go watch ba.. at most i provide u wit tissue.. haha!

and ya.. in the end ya hui and jas nv go la.. haiz.. sad.. jas iz coz her duno duno who last min called her to go duno where de tailor to make skirt.. or something like tat one.. dan no choice hav to go.. T-T dan ya hui lehz.. very diao la.. she was like "the show 4.50pm meh? i thot iz 5?" WTH lo.. i thot already say iz 4.50pm le.. anyway even if iz 5 la... iz only 10min diff lehz.. oso won't die.. still say wat won't ps me la.. in the end lehz.. STILL ps me.. damn sad lehz.. hate being ps by ppl.. hmph!!! esp wit tis kinda reason!! but anyway.. the $$ is hers not mine.. so.. oso not really my prob la.. we booked the tix already, so can't say dun wana go.. i dun wana waste my $10 manz.. actually shouldn't hav booked lo.. coz.. sembawang.. kinda think oso know there won't got ppl watch de (which is sooo true, reach there ppl so little).. so dun need to make the effort or wat to book lo.. haiz.. so... overall.. got like.. 10 ppl go?? let me TRY to recall got who... theres.... me (obviously!), andrea, samuel x2, shawn, eric, zhao, wenjie, banu and mr. banu (banu's bf la).. yeah~ did i miss out any? no rite? haha! dan the samuel kuang.. he sneak in one.. haha! nv buy tix.. no gd no gd ar.. LoL.. after the show.. me went home straight.. nv goeat wit them.. hehe.. not me anti-social ar.. iz coz.. me home got cook.. haha! so gd home eat.. Heee.. ok la.. i'll tell the truth.. tat's not the main reason.. main reason: go home watch tv.. hehe.. coz me miss alot ep le ar.. dan dun wana miss tat ep too.. so yupz.. hehe.. yes.. i'm totally a tv freak.. ^-^

yesterday genetic rj was like hell la.. duno wat to write.. as in.. wat main learning issue watever one.. i'm soooooo tired la.. call me write the whole 16 prob.. siao.. in the end.. wat did i submitted?? i duno.. dun remember.. only know the so called learning issues tat i wrote.. dun even know are they not.. or.. maybe i should oso worry if they are properly phrased not... haha! iz terrible la! if every fac like tat.. i think i'll jump to my death le (i know u'll be happy bout it, so i'm not jumping so as to make u not happy!! hohoho!!)..

today.....

haha! finally talking bout today le.. write so long.. someone going skip skip skip again le.. Heeee..

feel so happy.. manage to catch 12hrs of sleep.. slept at 11+ last night and woke at 11+ tis morning.. hohoho!! but first thing i wake up in the morning.. my aunt asking me wana make sushi today not.. =.= of coz i told her yes la.. wana know the reason? coz b4 she asked me, when i'm half asleep.. i overheard them saying tat they already prepared EVERYTHING le.. the ingredients cooked, rice cooked, all there waiting for me.. -___-|| so tell me.. can i even reject it??? haiz.. so yupz.. straight after i wake up.. pathetic me hav to go make sushi for them.. dun understand y.. they can cook everything prepare everything so gd for me le.. can't they juz get their hands on the seaweed and watever and roll the sushi themselves? iz like.. wat's my role.. rolling the things together into a sushi.. =.= can't they juz do it themselves? haiz.. somemore i roll de.. like shit like tat la.. so.. y call me.. hiyo~ but nvm la.. i can continue practicing how to roll.. feel so dumb la.. but can't roll tat stupid sushi rite.. somehow jiu shi will very ugly and out of shape one.. although i manage to get some nice nice rolls la.. haha! i'm improving k.. the first time i roll.. tat one really is terrible looking.. but not terrible to eat.. hehehe.. iz nice la.. those food.. but it looks terrible.. haiz.. so after making the sushi.. receive msg from bie.. meeting her after tat to fix her mp3.. dun even got time to sit down watch tv.. T-T ok la.. today oso not much show to watch in the morning.. haha!

so meet bie 2.30pm at city hall.. and yes.. i'm late AGAIN.. haha! bie told me min today at esplanade celebrating her friend's birthday ar.. dan say wat she call min to come find us after tat at marina sq.. dan min replied her, marina sq so far.. helo~~ tat one call far?? i duno wat's near le my dear~ LoL.. almost wanted to take a pic of tat big big durian esplanade from marina sq to show u how FAR it is ar.. haha! anyway.. after marina.. me and bie went douby ghaut play pool.. ^-^ long time no play le.. played 1 hr like tat.. dan got home.. coz.. me wana watch tv!! haha! last ep today.. can't miss.. hehe! duno y la.. most of my friends in poly.. dun play pool de.. T-T i wana play pool!! although i sux at tat la.. but practice make perfect ok.. dan juz now at 9+ (tat's wat bie told me) min called her.. asking where we are.. wana find us.. haha! gal ar.. iz 9+ lehz.. even if i nv go home watch tv.. we oso dun hang out till so "early" de ba.. tat kinda time.. bout time to go home la.. wan meet us go home izit? lol.. but still appreciate it la.. haha! wana come meet us.. unlike some other ppl.. long time no hear news from tat person le.. duno how is tat person now.. thinking stressing on exams too ba~

hmmm.. sometimes thinking.. some of the ppl they seemed so close to us.. ur very very gd friends.. they are so close to u physically.. but is their heart close to u too?? some ppl (i'm not saying anyone ar.. bu yao wu hui.. juz some thots) seemed so close to u.. but dan.. they like got alot of things u duno.. seemed out of ur reach.. wat u see when they are with u and with other friends.. like different.. u might seem very dear with tat person.. but.. izit so? somehow some ppl.. got their the other side.. and.. me very interested in wanting to know their the other side ar. be it gd or bad.. haha! think maybe coz me too busybody le ba.. everything oso wana know, everything oso wana put one leg in.. haha! better not think too much ba.. tis kinda thing.. think too much oso no use.. waste my brain cells to think, waste ppl's duno wat cell to read.. haha!


tml......

haha! shock ma? i even tml oso wana talk bout.. haha! no la.. juz wana comment on one thing.. my show!! tml last ep!!! yeah!!! -______-

ok.. last paragraph.. dedicated esp for jas de.. hehe.. jas ar.. dun feel so stress ok? me think ur grades really gd le.. so many As.. me wan oso dun hav lehz.. so dun sad ok? u got 3.5 for ur gpa lehz.. (from wat u calculated la..) i think iz great le lo.. mine dun even hav la~ somemore iz juz wat u calculated.. u nv know more As will appear out in ur module grade lehz.. dun need worry bout it de ok? iz very gd le.. dun need worry wat can't go uni or wat.. u sure can one.. whole world so big.. ur 3.5 de gpa.. quite gd liaoz.. won't got no uni wan u de.. wan oso dun wan me first.. ^-^ somemore after poly grad.. i think not neccessary wash test tube la.. surely will got other job one lo.. u nv know u'll fare better la.. dun think so far ok? stress urself too much is not gd de.. everything muz look at ther bright bright side ^-^ and the movie.. didn't get to watch together iz OK de.. iz not as if.. someone is going to leave us (choy!!! touch wood touchwood!!) like tat.. so there's still alot alot alot of chance one.. so dun need sad becoz of tat ok? ppl here very sad to know u cried lehz.. T-T (me oso going cry le.. sobzz) think u seriously stress urself too much le lo.. so yupz.. dun stress dun stress.. life is more dan stressing.. iz bout looking at the brighter side and living it the happiest u could.. haha! so stress too much oso can't do much one.. or it does do one thing la.. and tat's to do u harm (so cold).. so better not stress ar.. (if not i'll see more hair dropping) if u really worry bout ur grades rite?? think of ppl worst dan u ba.. y not think of me (more convinient).. my grades are worst.. no A in my daily grades, ut getting from bad to worst.. gpa dropping to a 2.5 (tat's wat i calculated).. so guess.. who's worst? me rite?? yupz... so think of me ba.. dun sad le ok.. we'll working harder together next sem ba! ^-^
**peeps out there.. if u are oso stressing becoz of ur grades.. think of me ok?? u'll feel better.. haha!**


OMG~! i'm suppose to study now!! shit!! die die die.. iz 12+++!!! ah!!! how to study!! die la.. how how how. i dun wan another E nor D!! shit!! study!!!
~fishy (off to study le)~